coffee81's journal

Your Presence Is Much Felt...

2009-02-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

I find it really hard to believe about certain things that went through my head now.

First and foremost is that I felt complete happy about how my day started today. It was definitely a face which I looked forward to see in the morning. Drinking my cuppa was like drinking a cup of extremely sweet caramel. Or should I say, it was like eating a bar of sweet Mars. Maybe not. Maybe it is much better than no words can ever describe.

The warmness he delivered with his casual conversation made ma feel like I was in heaven. As I was busy reading the newspaper, there he was walking to me with a grin on it’s face, joining the table. I could not afford to stare at him as I find his presence intimidating in some sort of a weird way.

Even if the conversation started with slight teases, I find it simply comforting. It had been days since I last saw his face. One thing for sure is that I need this kind of cheering up as things does not turn out good for me for the past couple of weeks.

I was exhausted; both physically and mentally. I realized that people around me are treating me in a way that I sometimes think I do not deserve. But, who am I to query such injustice?

If You See Him/If You Her - Reba Mcentire & Brrok Dunn

2008-09-03T23:40:00.001+08:00

Artist: Reba McEntire
Song: If You See Him/If You Her (Brooks & Dunn & Reba)
Album: If You See Him

If you see him
Tell him I wish him well
How am I doing?
Well, sometimes is hard to tell
I still miss him more than ever
But please dont say a word
If you see him
If you see him

If you see her
Tell her I'm doing fine
And if you want to
Say that I think of her from time to time
Ask her if she ever wonders
Where we both went wrong
If you see her
If you see her

I still want her
I still need him so
I dont know why we let each other go

If you see her
Tell her the lights still on for her
Nothing's changed
Deep down the fire still burns for him

And even if it takes forever say I'll still be here
If you see him
If you see her
If you see him
If you see her

He Who Loves Me...Always...Forever

2008-09-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

I should have talked to Giggly before this. If it was not for her, I would probably be hating myself so much until I ended up crying.

I felt very depressed for the past couple of weeks. And I know perfectly well why I felt this way. There had been so many unhappy things happened which I felt like the whole world came crashing down on me.

I heard a lot of things which I could not really understand why people would like to make a big deal out of it. I used to be so tough in whatever I decided on and did.

But, when there were this group of people who thought they knew everything about me, started to make a fuss about my life, things started to get tough. These people has a very different way of leading their own lives...very different than mine.

The words I heard and were said to me, in hopes that I would lead a life like their's, were very strange and at times, I felt very disgusting. I wanted so bad to shout at them, to tell them that I have my own life to lead on and I prefer to keep it the way I want for as long as I want.

I hate the fact that they wanted to change me and my life into their's where life itself is about how many things you own. yes, the value of life is measured by the materials you have and not the knowledge and experiences one went through.

Just do not get me wrong, saying that I am a very highly experienced human being. The fact is I am not... I have a long road ahead of me which I need to walk on my own guided by Him who loves me dearly...endlessly.

I know that the principles I held on so strongly sometimes have it's flaw. I will make it perfect from time to time with experiences I need to go through.

Giggly had me do some deep thinking about the uniqueness of each individual. Even if there is someone out there who condemns me, cursing me with his or her words, I think it does not really matter now. His or her words means nothing to me than the Lord above whom gave His everything to free me. His or her words can never brings me down so easily, for I know He will eventually loves...forever...

Crafts by Leng Leng

2008-09-01T15:08:00.011+08:00

My friend has this passion for crafts. Lately, she has come up with some really interesting designs which she very much want to make it public. Below are some OF her works. These masterpieces can be treated as keychains as well as mobile phone accessories depending on your creativity.

Prices range from RM5 to RM7 per piece depending on size of beads and complexity of designs.

Should you wish to make purchase of these pieces, you can contact me via email at roslyn.nelson@gmail.com

Will get back to you the soonest!

DOG (BIG)- 4.0 cm (head to tail) x 2.5 cm (W)
DOG (SMALL)- 2.5 cm (head to tail) x 1.7 cm (W)

DAIRY COW - 3.2 cm (L) x 2.3 cm (W)

CHERRY - 4.2 cm (H) x 2.3 cm (D)
ROOSTER - 2.3 cm (H) x 2.4 cm (D)
FATHER FROG - 3.2 cm (H) x 1.9 cm (D)SON FROG - 2.4 cm (H) x 1.1 cm (D)
HELLO KITTY - 3.4 cm (H) x 2.4 cm (D)
NEMO - 3.5 cm (L) x 2.5 cm (W)
BALLERINA- 6.0 cm (H)

I Heart MALAYSIA

2008-09-01T13:41:00.002+08:00

We, as Malaysians are so lucky. So lucky in so many ways that I find it really a blessing to be where I am today.

We are blessed with a beautiful land, so green and a sky that is ever so sunny ( all year long ). And some occasional rains to cool the air.

Multi cultural. That is why we have a variety of food to taste. Beautiful costumes from all races for us to promote to the world.

I suppose the photo above says it all. Caught these two kids at Hot Spring area, at a stall where we me and some friends were, having our breakfast. They were really adorable. I find them very interesting sharing their breakfast with one another. And the best thing about this scene is that the Indian boy spoke excellent Mandarin!

By the way, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA! I love you!

Doing the Karen Cheng...( but, I am not Karen Cheng )

2008-09-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

Black or White? - It is like Doing The Karen Cheng

I think I am a super duper fussy shopper when it comes to shopping for clothes. I kind of think I have this very mature taste on clothes which both Big Cat and Sophie thinks so too. Today I went for another session of shopping with Sophie. It was my second shopping spree with her after 3 weeks or so. And I must admit that today’s shopping spree was far too tiring for us and Big Cat ( she tagged along too ).

My favourite brand to date has to be Nichii. I find it so easy for me to shop for clothes which caters to my unbalanced figure. I have this almost-C-cup sized breast ( it happened to grow one size bigger when I put on weighs ) and a very wide waistline – 32. So, one can imagine how weird my figure is.

But, I learned to accept the fact that I am very human and have flaws which I seriously need to improve. And there are no other better way than to watch what I am eating daily ( with the appropriate amount ) and also exercise whenever I am free.

I tried on between 7 to 10 pieces of dress and the result was pretty much depressing. It happened that the ones I love most were the ones that did not suit me well, while the ones that came least into my mind were the ones that suited me best! (Sigh)

Man…what the heck is going on around here?! In the end I bought nothing as it was a really though choice. The wedding dinner is getting near and I still have not made up my mind of what to wear. This is not my first time attending such function. But, I would very much like to wear something different and nice as I do not want to disappoint my best friend.

Oh yeah! Talking about being so tired after the shopping spree, I went straight to buy some badminton rackets as well as some shuttlecocks for some serious exercise. And then, went straight to Vern’s apartment for an hour long of shuttlecock-chasing session. I think my jogging sessions are not much of help as I find myself really unfit!

Need to exercise more! Yes! I really need to! Have to jog more! Jog as much as I can! Love to lose those unwanted fats!!!

Meet Up with A Daze on Clothes

2008-08-23T13:36:00.004+08:00

Dresses from Dresses.com

I am going to meet up with my old buddies after this. And that is about 2 hours plus from now. Met one of the two last two weeks and was surprised that she does not change even the slightest bit...except of course, she looked much beautiful ( she is about to get married next month! )!

It was supposed to be four of us in Oldtown, Prima Setapak. But, one of us could not make it back to the city from Teluk Intan. Nevertheless, it was a great gathering - catching up on old times.

And yes, it is this friend of mine, Jessica, her name, got me so nervous in getting myself ready for her upcoming wedding dinner. My head still toying with the fact that me and Soph are still very much single. We said to one another that it is not the time yet for us; which in fact is true. There are so many things both of us have yet to do.

On my side, I have this very long list of things which I would very much like to achieve. Not that it is very expensive...some of it are not. Travelling is really one of them and yes, it is quite costly depending on the locations.

But, on the short term basis, I really got to be able to find something suitable as well as look nice on me for the important dinner!

What to Wear? Help!

2008-08-18T11:25:00.005+08:00

I am so, so dead meat. A best friend of mine is getting married this coming September and I have no clue of what to wear. I got invited for the dinner and if I can manage it, I might take a day off from work to attend the morning event.

I still have yet to start shopping for any clothes or even a pair of matching shoes!

First thing first...I will need something - a top or a dress to cover my very the expanding tummy. It's like I am 3 months pregnant. I am not joking, OK? This is bad... Seriously bad.

From Nichii

Therefore, I am considering something like this from Nichii. Black top, halter neck. I was wondering if my friend would say something if I were to dress in black! Maybe she would not. Her parents would! OK, another option....

Faith & Rules

2008-08-18T09:55:00.003+08:00

Last weeks Alpha session was great. It talks about faith. It is a simple word to say. But then again, it is a word that brings so many meanings behind it and also requires practice...a load of amount as well.

During the Alpha video session, Nick gave a very brief example of the word faith and how it applies to our daily lives. In his, case, it was his own life. The thing about Nick is that he is ordinary looking British guy but with a really wicked sense of hunour.

The scenario took place at his son's football practice. Back then his son was so into football that he practiced twice to thrice times a week with each session last about an hour and a half. As father, Nick was so used to being a supporter, watching from the side, seeing his son played.

One day, the coach decided to have a small match between his small team of players of 22 ( that's what Nick said ) against a team of parents. Everyone agreed until the day of the little match, a team of 22 kids showed up smartly dressed in their school jerseys. Meanwhile, on the parents side, it was only Nick on the scene. No other parents.

The coach, on the other hand, was no where in sight. Seeing the situation, Nick decided to proceed with the match with him as a refereee. But then, Nick a problem. He was not very familiar with the rules. According to Nick, the rules always changed.

As the match went on, there were shouts of " NO! ", "Cheating! ", " That's a foul! ", " He should get a yellow or red card for that serious foul! ", etc. Complains kept coming in and all Nick could say was " Go on...play... ".

The match went on for a while, long enough to see some kids near broke into a scuffle with some minor bruises and bleedings going on. Nick was confused as to what to do with the boys and in desperate need of help in handling the match.

An hour later, after the match started, the coach showed up. And it appeared that the coach had overlooked the time and that was what brought him late to coach the suppose match.

The moment the coach stepped into the field, everything was straighten with whistle blowed couple of times for any fouls went throughout the match. No more arguements. Only commands and shouts from the coach could be heard.

There are two things I learned about this story of Nick's. Rules and faith. One must not treat the Bible as a book of rules. The Bible is actually a manual of life. Faith of course, needs time to build through constant communications. Communication helps to build a strong relationship.

Welcome to the World Parker Foster Aiken

2008-08-09T12:37:00.005+08:00

Clay Aiken is a father
People who knows me long enough would have known that I am a big fan of Clay Aiken.

But, not huge enough to realise that my beloved crooner is now a proud father of a baby boy named Parker Foster Aiken who is weighed 6 pounds, 2 ounces and was 19 inches long, borned at 8:08 a.m. Friday ( coincide with the opening day of the 29th Olympic Games in Beijing, China ).

The excited father wrote in his website, "No hyphens. One first name. One middle name. One last name."

The mother of the child's mother, 50-year-old Jaymes Foster ( sister of record mogul David Foster ) is Aiken's friend and record producer whom he met while performing on "American Idol."

Both mother and son are doing well.

My Name is Gigit

2008-08-03T15:22:00.002+08:00

A photo of Gigit sitting intensely underneath a car when I took his photo

“ Nama saya Gigit. Tugas saya ialah mengigit orang! “

In case you are wondering what the heck I am talking about, I will be more than happy to introduce you to Mr Gigit. Yes, that is his name.

As you can see, this cat here is no ordinary cat. Behind the distinguishable and cute short tail he possesses lie a hunger for a little bite of human flesh. No…no…no…he would not bite you to death like the big great cat of the jungle.

He is just an ordinary-street-smart cat. But, very adorable, in his own way. Has this enormous head size. Trust me. You would so much love to pat his head and make a mess of his fur. But, he would not mind. The one thing he would definitely mind is to have his beloved tail touched!

And for that, you will be punished in a way like no other man would, that is you will get a little ‘ bite ‘ from him. The thing is, he is not biting you. He just enjoys the fact of having your hand being covered by his saliva! Yuck!

Banana on My Desk?!

2008-07-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

I did something naughty 4 days ago on two collegues of mine. Both of them are graphic designers. One is a sweet talking kind of guy and has this irritating yet interesting character. The other may look like a very reserve kind of guy. But, the truth is…he is most certainly not! I bet he is a master of disguise!

Artistic piece of joke

You know what I did to their desk while both of them were away for lunch? I secretly placed a banana on each for their desks and get creative with the arrangements!

Shhh! It is going to be a secret between you and me!

Why So Serious?

2008-07-23T23:26:00.005+08:00

“ This town deserves a better class of criminal... and I'm gonna give it to them... “ The Joker in The Dark Knight

Indeed he did…Sadly, this is the last movie for Heath Andrew Ledger.

My review may come in late. But, I still think it is still worth mentioning that the latest Batman series – The Dark Knight, is a movie to die for. Mind you, I had watched most of the Batman series. Val Kilmer ( I find it hard to believe that the director would cast a blond as Bruce Wayne ), George Clooney ( well known for it nipple-traced suit ) and last but not least, Christian Bale ( I personally think that he is the best looking of the lot ).

Having watched Bale in the previous Batman movie, he has put on a little weigh for the latest one; which is good as I am so used to watching Batman in a quite fully-built figure. In The Dark Knight, Gotham city was in its’ darkest moment. Mafias roaming the city, wrecking havoc while its’ citizen living in fear.

The Joker, Batman & Harvey Dent @ Two-Face

With Joker, played brilliantly by late Heath Ledger, leading groups of crime lords into taking control of their so-called world, viewers can expect more bloody and gloomy atmosphere circling the crime-corrupted city. Ledger has brought the Joker’s character to a whole new level of psychopathic madness after his much controversial movie ‘ Brokeback Mountain ‘. Too bad that The Dark Knight is his last performance and that we will never going to see another pretty face gracing the silver screen.

Pssst…I would suggest you to watch The Brothers Grimm, Casanova to ease those love you have for him…

I would say that the director’s choice of the leading actress, Maggie Gyllenhaal ( Donnie Darko ) as Rachel Dawes prove to be fruitful. I think Rachel’s character requires someone more mature than Katie Holmes ( Oopsy! No hard feelings! ); in order to shorten the age gap between Bruce Wayne and Rachel Dawes.

Do you know how it feels watching The Dark Knight? Well, just like the Joker would have said "I use a knife because guns are too quick. Otherwise, you can't savor all the emotions. You know who people are in their last moments.... Exactly. In my opinion, my last moment watching The Dark Knight was like...wow...

By the way, you will see Edison Chen in here. Open your eyes and you will definitely see him around - for a glimpse of seconds...

My rate is 9/10.

No This...No That...

2008-07-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

I find myself to be a really amazing...Amazing in a sense that I could go on for a whole week without meat. The usual me was like ' I can't live without meat '. Not even for a single day.

What makes me change so sudden was the fact that I had some infection and swollen going on in me. The doctor has advised me not to take any meat, eggs, sweet and cold food and drinks. It was really a major challenge to discover that you had to go to the extreme in order not to suffer like months before.

No more sweeties for me...

Not having sweet stuffs is the most torturing part of all because I have a great appetite for sweet stuffs. I have managed to cut down ont he level of sweetness. But, for me to complete stop having sweet stuff...that is completely a different story.

I was emotionally not stable because I felt very uneasy. Something inside me was not right. It is like it was not my body. I refused to accept that it was my body that was in a completely ill state. But, it is.

The doctor was so nice. He is the first ever doctor whom I ever met that would explain to me in detail about my poor state. It was indeed shocking to know that I would need something like ultrascan, blood and urine tests.

Come to think about it, it was not entirely a bad thing to go through with tests. Should it be required, then I would of course never refuse to go. Plus, with such state, how can I possibly turn down such requirements?

It was my first ultrascan. And I must say that it was quite an experience. There were more pills to take after then. More and more consultations too. But, nothing can compare to the fact that I can no longer consume my favourite drink - coffee!

Christ!

Hellboy II & War of the Dragons

2008-07-13T20:31:00.009+08:00

I went to watch 2 movies today with Big Cat and Vivian - Hellboy II : The Golden Army & War of the Dragons.

Hellboy II : The Golden Army

It's effect and backdrops are good, I must say. Praises the make-up artist's good work too. The storyline was kind of exciting and I must must give a nod to this, despite having some reviews in the paper saying that it was not as good as expected.

What to expect this time is that Abe is in love with Princess Nuala ( played by Anna Walton ). Their new-found love to be short-lived though.

As for Hellboy himself, he found himself a girlfriend. Who else the girlfriend would be if it is not Liz Sherman. To make the story more interesting, Liz is pregnant. Like Angelina Jolie, Liz is pregnant with twins.

The rest of the story, it is for you to find out! By the way, I find villian Prince Nuada to be pretty good looking...

War of the Dragons

You are so used in seeing Jason Behr in Rosewell and seeing him in this movie is more the less the same. I can never comment more about this movie. To me, this movie is really not my kind. Sorry!

All Grown Up

2008-07-12T14:51:00.003+08:00

Some might be wondering what had happened to me during these one-and-a-half year time. All I can say that it has been really a good move to move on to a new phase of life. One sentence to sum it all up - a period of self discovering.

A period to understand and reflect to what you did wrong before and improve yourself. And as for me, the leisure of snapping photos these days has been reduced to quite a number. I seldom bring my cam with me. But, there are some photos which I had taken which has yet to be highlighted anywhere in the cyber space. And it will soon be here, in this very dear blog of mine.

I hope that the coming posts will reflect the grown up side of me. And by the way, do welcome me back to the blogging world!

Forgotten

2007-11-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

Tam and I we had a lunch appointment with a colleague yesterday. And guess what happened? We practically forgot about it until we walked to the opposite side of the office area only to realized that we left behind something big!

There I was, searching in the brain of mine for Mr Hair-Raising’s number, only to find myself had actually forgotten his direct line. We would have called him on his mobile if we have his number. But, we don’t!!!

Only after a couple of tries did I managed to talk to him. Thank God he was not mad or something. He still managed to crack some jokes about it saying how forgetful we were.

He eventually managed to join us for lunch and we had a good chat about some pathetic jokes and the world outside our office.

We headed to Pearl Point shortly after finishing our lunch for Popular’s bookstore; where Tam’s there to collect her pre-order of Michael Wong’s latest CD.

It was raining heavily when we’re about to leave Pearl Point. We had no choice but to stay put till the rain stop. The thing was it didn’t and we called back to the office to report to our supervisor’s.

We decided to have our very own tea break at Subway. But, that didn’t happened because we had an angel intended to save us from the rain.

I was about to have my vanilla muffin when Tam returning James’s call. That was when James said he was around the block and asked us if we wanted a lift in such heavy rain.

Mr Hair-Raising was about to make his dive into his platter when I told him that we got an angel saving us from the heavy rain. He requested for a takeaway instead.

When we got out from the hotel lobby, there was James in his Waja. Thank god. We’re saved…by an angel…

Forgiveness

2007-11-14T12:18:00.000+08:00

So everyone makes mistakes. But, how much could the other party takes it? Always a mystery.

I find it really hard in forgiving someone. But, that does not mean I would turn it into some kind of hatred kind of thing. In the end of the day, I would be the one spending tones of monies into doing facial ( of which I did once in my entire life ).

From my personal point of view, it is always the things that matters to you that made you lost control of your temper and eventually leads to un-forgiveness.

I went through that feeling some months back. And till this very moment I could never forgive that person. But, that does not lead me to hatred. Unlike the person I used to be…
I sort of avoiding that someone and keeps a border between us so that there won’t be any much unwanted situation happen.

So, here I am, pondering to the fact of forgiveness…should I forgive that someone? Maybe someday…but not now…

Man…it feels good to be able to blog again after so long!

Time Proves Everything

2007-06-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

Almost three months down the road, venturing to a new path of my career and life. I thought I could never survive. But, time proves to me that what I thought was wrong. With God’s grace and words, I think I pulled through and survived all the ups and downs during this tough period.

Reminiscence those times where I first land my foot here, I find it all to be overwhelmingly difficult and very pressuring. Indeed it was pressuring and sometimes crazy. I can never deny the fact that I have no breathing space. But, to my amazement, I find everything to be very fulfilling. Sounds crazy but very true.

The heaps of events happening all at the same time can be so crazy. Yet with all those hard works poured in by really talented people made everything possible. I learned a great amount of things here. Things that I suppose to learn five years back.

I do not know if the path I took is a correct path. If you look closely, there is no path is to be categorized as correct or wrong. The paths that are carved before us are paths that will eventually leads you to where you suppose to be. It’s all the matter of time of how long it will leads you there.

The three months period is also a self-discovery period. A time to rediscover yourself. A time to grow up and be an individual that you’d always wanted to be. A time to be a much, much wiser person…and hopefully, I’d managed to achieve that even for the littlest amount of achievements so far…For Christ sake, I’d just been here for almost three months. What can you possibly expect?

I have a really long list to talk about. And I doubt if I’d be able to tell everything within a single post. But, God knows that I did and I will always do my best in whatever I do. My only wish is…well, only You know what it is…my life is Your’s to shape…

Bye Bye All

2007-03-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Monday, March 19th 2007 will mark the last day I work for this company. It also marks the most challenging yet exciting moment of the year. I could not wait to start work at a new environment. I wonder what is stored ahead for me. All of a sudden I felt like a little kid opening up a big box of present.

Like a ritual, I will walk from department to department to say my goodbyes to my fellow collegues and also best friends. Some of them may have known that I will be leaving. Even some of my customers...

There are people who congratulated me early in case, they are not around on Monday. Yes, you read it right. Congratulated me.

" Oh! Is it! Congratulations! You finally get a better offer! So, how much
are your new company be paying you? " one asked.

" Oh! That's good news! Where are you going? Will you be around town? " another one asked.

" Eh! Remember to include me if there is something coming along, OK? " another one asked.

There are some who thinks about the negative side of me leaving the company too.

" Why?...Is it because your superior treated you bad? "

" Huh? Are the pay that bad? "

I do not think it is necessary for me to explain the facts to them. Yes, it would have been my 5th year with the company. So? That does not mean I would stay until I retire. God has given me an option...a road for me to choose for a better living. And like some may have said it " There are always options in life and decisions to make ".

Of course, for me, the pay is always the most tempting part. But, then again, one has to think about one's capabilities in holding up new responsibilities. Gaining new experiences are as valuable as experiences one gains will be with one until the day one dies.

It also teaches you to be wiser...

This could be my last posts for today. Monday will probably a busy day for me. I may not be blogging for a long period. Until I get my own internet access at home.

Ever So Worried

2007-03-15T16:25:00.000+08:00

I am a little disturbed with granny’s worrying attitude. Maybe because I still have yet to develop the chronic stage of worrying someone like she does for me now. I mean switching job is the most common thing in one’s adult life. What could be worse than this? I bet knowing that you will die within 24 hours is even more scarier than this.

No matter how much I insisted her that I will definitely be alright with the new place, that can never be ease her worries for me. Yes…yes…yes…I will be doing a heck lot of travel after this and this could be like having dejavu. But, that is life for me. No qualms about it.

She had no idea how happy I am now to be able to break myself free from ‘ hibernation ‘. At least, that is what I think. I do not want this to be offensive though. I look forward towards new challenges.

“ Why not you grab yourself those two little blueberry cheese tarts? Your bro does not seemed to fancy them as much as you did. Would be a waste to keep it until it’s too dried up in the fridge and eventually feed the smelly bin, “ she said to me.

It was about 6:30 in the morning. Big Cat was having her morning shower. Mike busy toying with his cellphone, setting his personal music play list. Granny lied down on the mattress studied me as though I was like a piece of specimen.

“ Okay. Just give me a minute. Will eat that later…once I am done tidying my bed, “ I said to her.

Just when I was about to walk into my room…

“ You sure you want that job? “ she asked me suddenly.

“ Huh? Of course!!! Why? You’re not going to tell me not to take the job, are you? “

“ No…I just want to be sure…, “

“ Aiyah…just don’t worry, okay? I will ensure myself getting home as early as I can. So, stop worrying. It is not that I will be working somewhere say….Perak? “

So, there you have it. My granny. The ever so worried granny.

Goodbye Come Too Soon

2007-03-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

One for the album

Maria gave me a bear hug yesterday, before she gone off home. She will be having a small surgery today. The surgery will be for her right hand which has swollen for some time now. She could have had taken the surgery earlier. But, she had it delayed.

She told me that she will be on medical leave for two weeks. And I am most likely not be able to see her any time soon. Last year, she had surgery for her left hand. Things ran smoothly and her left hand recovered perfectly.

I hope today’s surgery will run smoothly as well. She said she will give me a call to wish me happy birthday. But, I told her that it is not necessary. The birthday card she gave me is good enough and that I will keep it in my cookie box so that I can take it out every now and then to refresh my beautiful memories I spent in this company.

Knowing our birthdays are only two days part, I bought her a set of Chinese tea set. Instead of giving her a birthday card, I gave her a thank you card which I had it written three days after I tendered my resignation letter. Imagine that. I had everything in my head and written down in a small little card when I had about 2 weeks away before I bade farewell to my beloved collegues.

Maria nearly returned the tea set I gave her because she had no place to keep the set. But, I convinced her to keep it as I think it would be a perfect birthday give and thank you gift from me to her. I will sure to miss her homemade cookies. Believe me, she is a good cookie baker. So, in any case if any of you want to place any special order, be sure to contact me. I will recommend you the best cookie baker in town! Nah! Just kidding!

My farewell gift - A sling bag

Her advice to me are to control my temper and be patient always. Always to think of God if the ‘ devil ‘ has controlled me. I will try my best to take her advice. Not just any words coming from my mouth but a promise to myself and her. Last but not least, she wants me to smile always.

Ah! By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself. I am a year older now. I hope nothing much for this year. Good health and a great career ahead. May everything runs smoothly not just for me but also for my family and my dear friends ( which includes you too! )

Farewell to Me

2007-03-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, the gang ( Siew Hong, Joanne, Wahab, Cole and Wendy ) treated me with a farewell lunch ( err...does that include my birthday lunch? ) at Pizza Hut, Wangsa Maju.

Yes, in case some of you does not know, I am leaving my current company and will be venturing in a wholly new field.

This a brochure appeared on my table...But, we are no kids to enjoy this promotion!

While everyone busy deciding what to eat, I...what else? Snapping pictures lar!

The gentlemen cracked their heads together facing the menu.

One for the album! Thank you, Joanne!

Apart from the pizzas where having, Siew Hong also ordered a bucket of this ( since KFC is next door! )

Oh! By the way, I am most likely won't be blogging as often as I used to since I will most likely be online all the time. That does not mean that I will stop blogging though. I will continue but, as I mentioned, not that often.

The 5 Reasons Why I Blog

2007-03-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

If I did not click on Technorati, I would not know that Jo had me tagged!

But, I think I never really reveal the reason why I blog throughout my 3 years time of blogging around, did I?

For D
She is the main reason why I blogged. I have known her for 10 years during my high school years. Bestest friend I ever have! She pursue her Master in UK and I thought the best way to let her know what I was up to is to have a blog. And for that, I think she know's I'm still very much ' alive '.

Learn Codings
I learned it from Cole. If it was not for him I'd be as blind as a bat and as clueless as myself! Trust me, he's the most patient teacher after Big Cat. It is no easy task teaching me because I am a slow learner afterall.

Memories
I hope to keep my memories alive for many years to come. Then, when I get a bit older and crankier, I can show it to my grandchildren!

Friendship
This is not in the list if it was not for some good bloggers I'd come to known for quite some time now. Thanks so much to each and everyone who links me. I hope to keep in touch with everyone ( as much as I can ) even if when I am going to be offline and most probably not blogging as often as I used to as I will be switching to a new environment with my career.

Photography
I got addicted to it every since I saw Cherrie, SmashpOp and Rames's great techniques. They've always been inspirational to me. From their works I think I have improved quite a bit and I personally think that my specialty are close-ups, motions and potraits.

Overcome with Emotions

2007-03-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

My granny was overcome with emotions last Wednesday, when I took one day off from work and spent some time with her in the big city. She had not been to city for almost 5 years because her legs are not allowing her to walk any further.

Just do not get me wrong when I said she cried. I did not intend to. It just happened. Why? Well...simple. I was in the midst of resigning and she knows it. Like I said, the location and the travelling which will eventually lead me to coming home late.

She is just so used to having me home early. Although I had my moods after coming home from work, but she likes having me around because most elderlies are afraid of loneliness. This is exactly what happened to my granny.

Seeing us home early can be the most happiest thing to have happened for her in a day. If I was her, I can totally understand how she feels. That is why me and Big cat is trying to come up with a solution to keep our granny occupied and not to be lonely at all times. Trust me. We are working on a solution.

Leaving Is the Best Feeling

2007-03-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

A few more days from now, I will be moving on to the next phase of my career. Yes, I am switching jobs now. Have already tendered my resignation letter last February to my boss.

Now…I am having the time of my life, catching up as much as I can and make every moment as meaningful as I possibly can. Not that the past 4 years 10 months I was not enjoying what I did. As a matter of fact, I did.

Just a couple of days before, Maria asked me if the gang could celebrate my birthday ( yes, my 26th birthday is coming right up! ) and farewell together. It is a good idea and maybe I could have double presents in one day!!! Just kidding. Not that it matters. But, I would very much like to snap as much picture as I could with everyone I come to know throughout my almost-5-years service with the company.

And at the same time, we could celebrate Maria’s birthday as well ( her birthday is on March 16th ).

To be honest, I am a little bit nervous of starting at a new place. Maybe because I am going to a wholly different field. I used to be doing clerical, administration, customer servicing and sales. But, now…I will be venturing into advertising and promotion.

The name of the position sounds very cool to me and I kind of love it. Every night, before I go to sleep, I have this mind set if I would be able to cope with the job. I mean…I have not been changing jobs for the past 4 years and 10 months. The market has changed drastically and switching jobs is no easy task and fun.

As much as I am excited about it, it is as much worried I am with the new job and environment. But, I think I will love the place because I have this comfy feeling when I walked into their human resource department.

Although travelling is a major issue for me. I think I can pull it through as time passes by. I heard from the very helpful staff that they managed to find a staff who stayed near to my place. And guess what? My future collegue is actually staying at the same location as I am. It is both good news and freaky.

Although I have been staying at this apartment of mine for some time and used to the fact that I have so many collegues staying nearby my area, it is still that freaky. Funny, isn’t it? I cannot really explain why. But, I guess you know what I mean. It could be some neighbour of mine of which I have never took notice of. And to make matter worse…okay…I think I will this little secret to myself instead of revealing it.

Anyway. I am glad that I can move on to a new challenge. Like what Jon said – leaving is the best feeling ever. I wonder if there’s any specific meaning to his sentence.

Cleaning the Shits with Celcom

2007-03-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

I took leave last Wednesday, just to settle the problem I had with the Celcom bill I received. I cannot really say that I wasted my annual leave for this because I managed to squeeze some time for some series of window shopping and had lunch with Sophie and Big Cat at the Taiwanese restaurant at Kotaraya.

At first I thought Celcom was sort of guilty in this matter. Maybe because the bad customer service I received both on and offline a couple of days back. Thank goodness I made another call in the afternoon, a day before, and spoke with a very kind gentleman in Celcom.

He said I could probably got myself into a fraud case. And his advice was for me to go to Menara Celcom and lodged an official complaint. And for that, I had three ‘ bodyguards ‘ escorting me all the way from Setapak to Menara Celcom.

Mei Leng joined us shortly because she needed to pay up her bill. Upon checking with another frontdesk customer care representative, both me and the customer care rep was kind of surprised to find out that their dealer had accidentally given me a wrong simcard. The serial number appeared on the simcard does not match the telephone number on my bill.

It was also a relief for me to learn that it was some human error instead of some fraud case ( which I previously thought ). At least I do not need to lodge a police report to protect myself from any attempts of stolen identity.

For this I was so pleased and thank God that there was nothing really serious I need to encounter. It took me about 40 minutes to rectify the situation. Although the problem I encountered has yet to be really rectified and solved. I can say that I am relief…as for now. This will take Celcom about 3 months to investigate and have this problem solved.

My guess is that their dealer is in deep trouble. By the way, the name of the dealer that was given to me earlier, when I visited Menara Celcom to have my line terminated, is actually the wrong dealer. It was belong to a dealer in Low Yat Plaza.

As far as I am concerned, I should not be paying a single cent for this bill and for numbers I did not call.

I got DUPED by Celcom's Dealer!

2007-02-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

I think I am in deep shit this time...for sure and good. Not that I am going to hide this. I want this to be known to people so that no one would fall into the hands of these people.

On February 3rd, 2007 ( Saturday ), me and Mei Leng walked passed Kotaraya; on our way to some video stores. We were approached by a young Malay lady aged between 23 to 26. Clad in a white t-shirt bearing Celcom's logo on it and a pair of faded jeans, the lady persuaded us to try out Celcom's Family Postpaid line.

According to her, no fees needed for registration. Yeah, right...not until you filled up the Celcom form and had your ID card photocopied that she asked me for a RM5.00 administration fee.

Mei Leng and I were a bit surprised but definitely pissed with the fact that we were been duped into this situation. Nevertheless, we paid. All documentation were completed between 20 to 30 minutes time.

The Malay girl, as I mentioned was very persuasive and aggressive. Sweet talking and I dare to say that she pretty good in making us to sign those forms and got to a position of where I should not be.

As advised by her, the SIM card can only be activated on the 5th of February ( Wednesday ). I did not know that once the SIM card was given, it can be used immediately without any hassle at all.

But, I tried activating it that night and nothing seemed to happen. And I take that her advice was what I should follow - which I did eventually upon my failed attempt..

Then I completely forgot about the activation. Not until Celcom's customer care representative dropped me a line between February 12th to 14th. It was a late call somewhere in the afternoon or evening. I cannot even remember the exact time or date.

Knowing that it was too late for me to activate the line, the customer care advised me to drop by at any Celcom centre to have my line activated. I was relunctant to do so and therefore, I said I would better have it canceled. Something which the gentleman on the other line said it was alright to do so.

Taking into account that he called me, I take that he would stop my account from activating.

And boy, how wrong I am! My account was still active and there were calls made from the line. And guess when it started activating? The first call was made on February 4th, 2007 at 22:18:24, which means it can be used on the next after my registration ( February 3rd, 2007 ).

I did not know it was still active. Not until the bill arrived and there it was...TOTAL AMOUNT DUE IS RM149.78 UPON DEDUCTION OF FREE RM40.00 OFFERED!

The next day, after receiving my ' surprise ' bill, I paid Celcom a visit at their headquarter ( Menara Celcom, Jalan Semarak ).

The front desk customer care representative was not even friendly when I told her my problem. All she could do was to demand payment from me. Asking me to pay up. I told her the problem that occured on the bill about the domestic calls that was not made by me. And even the activation problem...EVERYTHING.

But, I did not work at all. All I could do was to terminate the line. That was the only thing I could do. No complaint form was required to fill. Funny. And the reason for terminating the line and account is DISSATISFACTION TOWARDS DEALER.

Now, I have to pay for the bill regardless of the fact that I was duped! HELP!

Toughest Decision

2007-02-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

I had to make some really tough decision some days back. Even though I said yes, I knew, deep down inside me, I was too concerned about the decision I made. I was too scared that something bad might happen to me if I were to go ahead with my desire. One thing lead to another, I turned down something that I knew I would enjoy doing.

Like I said, I have no choice. My safety is the utmost. I could not sleep well during the Chinese New Year break. I had sleepless nights. The poor PC was my perfect companion, saving me from pain and headaches.

Besides that, Wonder Woman is very sick. Her fur came off drastically and she choked every now and then when I feed her. Something really bad had happened. A voice inside me said that this might be the last straw. She could probably say goodbye to me if I ever made the decision for the vet to put her to sleep.

I read an article some weeks ago about cats can be prone to cancer like human. I am worried. The symptoms are pretty much as what it was mentioned in the article I read. Every night, I say a little prayer to God that she will make through this without too much pain.

But, I think I am wrong. She has been suffering long ago and that I had no sufficient monies to bring her to the vet. Some people think I wasted a lot of time and monies on these stray cats. I heard people saying that I was pathetic!

The truth is, I wasn’t. I just love cats. I could have saved all the stray cats and dogs in the world if I could. No regrets. For now, I just thank God that D’s back to help me. She will be giving me Toni’s little cage since she no longer needs it any more.

This time, I will have no reason to say that I could not bring Wonder Woman to the vet. I will bring her this time. No more excuse. And I pray that she will make it through and that I will not need to make a tough decision to put her to sleep.

Traditional Dance Competition

2007-02-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

These pictures were taken at Central Market last Saturday. It was a very hot and sunny afternoon. I went with Ling Ling and although she did not seemed to mind at all of me taking pictures with my own sweet time, it was obvious that she could not stand the heat. As I was feeling the same.

This is how the stage looked like - simple but neat. If you had been in Rain's concert recently, of course, this is really far from that pro standards.

Do not under estimate this young lady. You will never know that one day she would be a good dancer or even an artist!

Laze Your Life to the Fullest!

2007-01-26T16:30:00.000+08:00

As much as I love coffee, that is how sucks I am in making them. I tried controlling the amount of coffee I consumed daily. Basically because coffee, according to some research, is not good for health. But, some says it is good. Whatever…

The bottom line is that I think I need to control the number of cups I took daily, especially while I am in office. Work can be so boring; especially now… My best way of kicking my own ass from falling into deep sleeps and snores like a pig, is getting myself a cuppa.

I went to Big Cat’s office yesterday, just to have that one particular cuppa. She is not only good in cooking. But, she’s damn good in making me a really good cuppa. The last time she made one for me, it was really unforgettable. Of course, no one can beat Ah Ling’s. Off went all my worries and headaches ( no thanks to all the shits that’s been going on ).

Before the bite...

After the bite!

As if I care what’s really going on…Duh! I don’t. Not any more. As a matter of fact, I’m actually having the time of my life - reading online news, laze around with some puffs, read that long-abandoned novel that’s been lying there for ages, toying with some images and have it photoshopped.

Joanne introduced a yummy biscuit, made of peanuts. She went back for her pre-CNY break. Long enough to buy everyone in the department pieces of Sarikei. And this got me wondering why my dad never buy for us this kind of biscuit!

All the while, he’s been buying that coconut biscuits and have never even bother to ask if anyone loves it.

And for THAT I Thank You...

2007-01-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

I promised myself that I won’t be caught reading a book in the office. But, do I ever listen to my own principle or Tommy Angel? Nope. Simply because I know whatever I did won’t get me anywhere.

Sometimes I wonder if the steps I’d taken are too overboard. Regardless of what people might think about me, I still do what I think is the best. The consequences are always there and you cannot predict what might come your way.

Some may be apparent and as one of my school teachers always said "...common sense will tell you that..., “. Back then it was simply a phrase to annoy us. To motivate us to be a better person, once we got out butt out of school. And does that phrase ever work? I doubt it’s effectiveness.

It may be effective. But, the percentage of students who actually applies it to their life will be less than 50%. Young people are so easily drawn to their emotions and care less about what people thinks. What really matters is that they are happy and that they are heard. Whatever comes out from the mouth has to be listened.

Tommy Evil will always win the battle. Always.

A friend has me felt guilty at one point. I did not know if having lunch with him was something I should felt happy about or regret about. It turned out, to my surprise, a huge discovery. A huge discovery in a sense that I should be, more or less, feel guilty about it. At times, I thought I should have acted smarter!

Sometimes, I felt like a fool just by talking to him. Nevertheless, I felt happy to have known him and eventually enjoyed the conversation we had. It opens up some closed doors in my head and for that I felt utterly grateful. Wonders when the next lunch appointment with him…

The poor guy thought I might get offended or upset over it. Imagine that. A sensitive and caring man. But, deep down in my heart, I know every bit of his words describes me in a way I cannot even know how to describe myself! He knows me quite well…I will not say that he is completely right! Never ever will! ( laugh )

And for that…I thank you…thank you so much….

Bra Education

2007-01-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

I never thought that buying bras would take up so many education. Not until last Sunday of course.

It was not meant to happen. I mean the trip to the departmental store. The sales personnel persuaded me into buying at least 2 pieces of which I reluctant to. I had enough bras for months to come.

“ Common…buy some. It’s going to be the New Year ( she meant Chinese New Year ),
“ said said.

With some evident wrinkles formed at my forehead as a result of some serious thinking I did; counting on the number of bras I have in my cupboard.

“ Err…I serious think I…do not need it at this moment, “ I answered her
politely.

“ Then you can buy some and keep it for future use, “

Talking about aggressive selling skills, this woman possessed almost all of them! A great talker, a far much great sales person than I am and last but not least, good in reasoning and telling all you need and not need to know about women breasts, tits ( ah! I almost for this! ), the most sought after designs and colours of the season and the types of materials they have in store!

Goodness!

So much for helping someone out in buying some bras…and this was the kind of situation I got myself into. But, heck! I learned some serious stuffs about women’s breasts and bras. Hopefully I can apply all the knowledge I learned that day while buying myself some new bras! And that won’t be happening any time soon. Maybe in months to come because I am in no mood of doing shopping.

Am In Control

2007-01-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

Been a while, long enough to make people wonder where I am now…Nothing much to say though. I am still breathing. Needless to say, I am much happy with where I am today.

As to all that happened in the past, I care less about them and move on with the next exciting part of my life. I do not know if this is a good thing to ever bring it out for people to read or maybe to be pondered for the sake of happiness…my own happiness.

I will be 26 this coming March. Believe it or not, with each passing moment of my life, I felt so intimidated. The thought of getting old has never scares me before. Even up to this very moment. I do not mind getting old. Having some wrinkles carved perfectly on my face. It is like work of a wonderful Artist.

With my vision getting blur, legs getting ‘ crankier ‘, joints getting sour, hearings become poor…I am not afraid of that. Maybe I still have all the things that matter to me the most for now. My granny whom I considered the most capable woman to have ever cooked me such wonderful dishes. My sis, a potential celebrity chef in the making, who never fails to amaze me with her experimental dishes. For that, I thank you for all the dinners and occasional lunches and breakfasts you made for me!

My little brother, a young artist ever since he started picking up a piece of pencil and draw. His personal favourite cartoon character ‘ Dragon Ball ‘ was his sole companion throughout his quiet teenage life. My dad, a farmer boy at heart, awaits for the day when he retired and to go home to do his favourite childhood past time – farming and fishing.

Everyone has his and her own passion and path. Where am I? Sometimes I wonder if this question of mine would find it’s answer. There are so many lies living inside of us. Can we ever have the courage to overcome it? Face life. Take the challenge. Make a difference. Go towards the best of what life can offer. Stop pretending. Stop hiding. Stop running. That is exactly what I will do this year.

Roslyn, it’s time for you to find someone. You’re spending too many time alone and at home. Get a life, man!

Another one of those laments I heard from close friends whom once in a while call me; to check on me, if I still have my pulse…breathing. Believe me. I would love to step ahead and be at the same line as my friends. The fact is that I have a mind of my own. Anyone could try manipulating my mind, telling lies to my face and create all sort of stories to convince me that he or she is innocent.

The truth is, I do not even care or take into account of what people are saying about me. I got hit once and will never allow a second blow. They make take away my pride. But, they can never take away my life. They can treat me bad. But, they cannot fight the punishment given by God.

And for that, I know, I can move on in peace and will change for the best.

Street Photography 23.12.2006

2006-12-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, me and Big Cat woke up early for a photography session around the city.

It was a tiring day. But the end result was so promising and that we vowed to go for another cool session some time later.

For more photos, kindly visit http://www.photocoffee.blogspot.com

Year Start & Year End

2006-12-28T12:24:00.000+08:00

The year has ended pretty dramatically, considering the fact that there were so, so many things had happened in my life.

It started pretty good and ended pretty bad. I had jotted down a hell lot of things about the dramas that has consumed me, in away that I cannot put into words.

Friends come and friends ' go '. But, I know that I cannot blame people entirely for what had happened. Come to think about it, I think I played a role in deserving all these good and bad things.

In each and every start of the year, I am sure that everyone sees quite much the same as I am, hope and life ahead. By the end of the year, nobody knows exactly what they saw in the beginning of the year is what they expected. Or at least, ready for...

For whatever that happened or going to happen, I think there is no looking back. The more you look back the more you will doubt your decisions in moving on to a new layer of your life.

In my case here, I think I know exactly what I need to do and need to improve; both in terms of work concern and life itself. Come to think it carefully and thoroughly, it all falls into the term on trust and determination.

Of all the bad things that was happening, I find some really touching moments. I learnt something valueable. It could be the stupidest thing ever. But, heck! As if I care what people really thinks about me. None a bit.

I am what I am...

Have A Merry Little Christmas 2006!!!

2006-12-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

I am feeling all cheery today. It is obvious enough that I am happy that holiday season is really, really just around the corner. Apart from the fact that there has been some really unpretty things happened before this, I think there is nothing in the world could bring down my Christmas spirit!

In any case if you know what I am saying here, I am really happy and there is nothing I should care about other than Christmas itself. As I am crafting down all my thoughts, I am also busy compiling all the cool Christmas songs for you guys to listen to while I was away making myself cosy behind the fire...( nah...I was just kidding ).

Basically, all of them are my personal favourite Christmas and holiday songs. Some of which I am still searching for it's CDs. I would have loved to design a virtual Christmas card. But, damn it! I am not as good as Rames or pOp when it comes to graphic designing. Therefore, I resorted to music of which I hope you will love playing on your computer.

Clay Aiken

Mariah Carey

Green Day

Destiny's Child

Josh Groban

So, hey Baby, all...coffee would want to wish you a blessed Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2007!

P/S : D, hope you got my card by now. In case if you don't, I suppose Mr Postman has turned to Santa! So, I think I can be hoping for a BIG present this year! Hahaha!

3D Christmas Cards

2006-12-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

I am spending quite a lot compare to last year’s budget on greeting cards. The weirdest thing here is that, the number of people I sent the cards to do not even increase even the slightest bit.

What I am about to reveal here is that, I’ve gone mad buying these 3D cards. Absolutely love them all. I even introduced it to my friends and collegues. They love them as much as I do.

You will not believe the type of expression on Joanne’s face when she saw one of my favourite card displayed on my working desk. It is actually my favourite card of all.

Guess how much one cost? Trust me, you would not believe if I told you this...RM1.50 per piece! You cannot even get such price from Memory Lane or Hallmark!~

To lift up the spirit of Christmas, I bought myself an adorable Christmas hat…or should I say I stole Santa’s hat? Either way, I got a Christmas hat.

My granny, unlike the previous years, will not be doing any decorating. This means there will be no Christmas tree. Not a bad thing, considering the fact that no one in the family feels cheery. Now let me see…granny has yet to receive any present from me, my sis worries about her school fees, my bro has injured his one of his feet while playing basketball, my father…I think he will be spending Christmas in KL instead of going back to his hometown.

As for me, what else can I say? I lost my cell. This is frustrating…

Cell Oh....Cell...

2006-12-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

Me and my sis had a good laugh while typing this post. Actually, I need this. I really do. As you noticed, I seldom blog. There were a hell lot of things been happening around me. But, I have no idea where to start.

For a start, I am now seriously considering buying a second hand cell phone. No more new ones for me. I just think that I am jinxed and not meant to use new ones. This is the second time I lost my cell phone. Previous one was snatched away from me by a nasty thief.

Then, I bought a second hand cell which I used for almost 4 years. The recent one…( sigh ) barely a year old! Suppose I had it about 6 months! Imagine that! So, there you got it. My cell phone usage throughout the entire 5 years time. Oh yeah, did I mention to you that my first one was with me for only 3 months?

So, I think I finally had it. I have made up my mind to buy a second hand phone. This time around, my budget is like RM250 to RM350. A phone that has FM radio and most importantly user-friendly. It is good to have a flip phone. But, then again, this is not compulsory.

So, is there anyone who is thinking about selling their cell?

I LOST My Cellphone...(crying)

2006-12-05T08:39:00.000+08:00

This could be the worst Christmas I ever had…

I lost my cellphone last Saturday while shopping at Jaya Jusco. Do not ask me how. I have no idea…I just started using the phone not so long ago… I bought it after months of saving and with my clumsiness, I lost my phone.

The day before Saturday, I was so, so sick…my entire body was aching! Yet, I still wanted to go out to do some necessary shopping. Even though I went out with a friend, yet I still could lost my phone…

I really do not know what happened to me…or what I was thinking…

Even though the cell cost me nothing more than RM400…I still could feel the pain..the aching pain in my heart…

But, that was not it…I lost all my contacts as well…This is bad…very, very bad…All the time in the world when I need money so much for Wonder-Woman’s medical expenses, I lost my beloved cell.

Now, I felt totally helpless…No monies for her medical ( thank goodness she’s getting better after I took the extra milesin making her some special meals daily ) or buying a new cell or any Christmas dinners with my family ( sorry, granny…this year I could not afford Pizza…) or buying my bro and sis little gifts…

Seriously, I am broke…and helpless…and disappointed with myself…Why am I broke? Because there was a hell lot of things I need to buy and wanted to buy…And for your information, I have yet to recover from my sick.

My back is killing me. Despite having a new hair cut, I still do not feel any better. And guess what? This Saturday will be the company’s annual dinner. And I do not even plan to wear anything ‘ extraordinary ‘ or special. I just do not feel like it.

I think I will have to suffer for about a month or some without my cellphone. Thank goodness Leng Leng is nice enough to lend me her spare cell until I got my own. But, I do not think I will be getting one in months.

So, this year…I am going to make my very first Christmas wish from Mr Santa…that is to have a new cell. Forget about the list I made as what had happened can never replace my beloved cell…( sob, sob )

Saving A Cat's Life

2006-11-29T07:38:00.000+08:00

Photo is just for illustration purpose

Wendy offered to lend me her sister’s dress for the coming annual dinner. Maybe she and the gang wanted to see how I look with a dress. Believe me. Nothing really flattering to see me in a sexy. One thing for sure is that one will bound to see those physical flaws. Sorry…I am too embarrassed to blog about it.

I cannot sleep well these days. It has been going on for weeks now. I am much disturbed these couple of days time compared to the previous weeks as I am worried about one of my stray cat – Wonder-Woman.

She had been pregnant for countless times and I come to see her kittens come and go. No matter how much I wanted to protect them, I know it is beyond my limit. Some really naughty kids been torturing those poor kitties and all poor Wonder-Woman could do was to watch helpless seeing them throwing her kids from the first floor to the carpark!!!

I was really, really heartbroken to learn about this from my granny. But, like I said, it is beyond my control. They are strays and no residents are allowed to keep any pets at their residents.

I will not blame the management. But, I will certainly not tolerate with kids or even adults who tortured these poor little souls.

Poor Wonder-Woman is now not feeling well. Something happened to her and I do not know what it was. She does not eat her cat biscuit at her usual speed. She choked in between her chewings and I am a bit concern if she’d eaten something sharp and it got stuck in her throat.

According to Shirley, it could be some furballs in her throat. Man…this is bad. IThe next thing I knew, I asked Shirley to lend me her little cat cage, so that I could bring Wonder-Woman to the vet.

This means, at crucial moments like Christmas, I will have to sacrifice my Christmas dinner with my family or friends for Wonder-Woman’s medical check-up for this coming Saturday. I will be VERY BROKE. But, I think it is worth it. At least, I could go to sleep peacefully once Wonder-Woman is back to her usual self.

I remembered once where there was this kid around 6 to 7 years old, he came to Lum Lum, during my presence, he just pull the poor cat’s tail. I looked at him pretty amazed and at the same time pissed. You know what? He wanted to do it again. But, I scolded him and his dad was looking at me puzzled and a bit annoyed.

I mean, what kind of human are they?!

Like they always say ‘Practice what you preach ‘. Obviously, his dad does not preach the importance of life – even a small one to his son.

Canceled and Re-scheduled

2006-11-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to go for Sincere Watch’s biggest exhibition - Conquest of Time yesterday. Too bad that I had to cancel my plan the very day, after receiving a text message from Choo Kheng saying that she and Anex were both having sores throughout their entire body. They were helping out another friend who was moving apartment. I was suppose to help them.

But, I could not.

The day before, I text message two person ( Rames and Jed ) in hopes of having some one to accompany me to the exhibition. Forgetful me had forgotten that Jed was still in Singapore! The one and only hope left was Rames. Then, no respond from him. Do not worry. I am not going to blame anyone here but myself! ( laugh ).

The thing about me is that I hate going exhibition alone. So, I’d do anything ( almost anything ) to have a friend and accompany me. Then, by 8 in the morning, I’d decided not to go and went straight to the market and do my marketing ( as usual ).

By 10 in the morning, I head straight to JJ for another round of shopping and this time is for the entire household. Apart from the fact that I needed to do some groceries, both me and Big Cat wanted to taste another round of Laksa Shack. Both of us love this place. Their food are superb ( despite the fact that there are a hell lot of cholesterol in it ).

By the time I got home, it was around 2 to 3 p.m. …I think. I took some rest before heading for the next chore – laundry. I was in my pair of unsexy black boots, reserved specially for doing my laundry.

Just when I was about to sit on the small stool, my phone rang. I dashed out from the toilet to my room; of course with my boots still on, make it in time to hold the phone ( but not to answering it! ). It was Viv who called me.

I returned her call with a message. Within a few seconds, I was tied with another plan - facial. Believe it or not, it was my very first facial experience as before this, I did not even bother to have my face cleaned by someone. This one was an exception as Viv is a close friend of mine and she really need some to help her practice.

As scary as it might be, I braved the storm ( yes, it was raining in the afternoon ) and met up with Viv at the venue. What happen next? That one, you will have to read the coming post!

Ouch! My Pocket is for Christmas

2006-11-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

For the past couple of weeks, I had been toying with the idea of how to have my rooms being neat and tidy. Despite sharing the room with a little ‘ messy monster ‘ ( Big Cat ), I still find her being very entertaining. Her presence is made of laughter and bizarre music selections – if you are asking me to describe her.

A week ago, I made my way to the shop, making some necessary purchases – hangers ( I bought a dozen of them, some greens and some greys ), some clips and a piece of folder to store the growing collection of CDs which Big Cat, Mike and I had started about 5 years ago.

At least, for now, the shortage of hangers to hang the entire households has been resolved. Next in the list are an additional piece of plastic bucket, a vacuum cleaner, a DVD player and lastly, a new monitor.

All these are necessary. Of course these are for the house and has yet to include my own cravings like a complete collection of CSI series! At least, for now, I know where I could get them. According to Eddie, he said I should be getting it from Low Yat or BB Plaza. But, I am not sure of this and I need to check this out.

The most important thing here is that it has to be worth the money and clear enough for viewing. No point of buying something darn expensive and last but not least, not original!

As Christmas is around the corner ( another 5 to 6 weeks to go ), there will definitely be a hell lot of shopping to do. I think I will not be bothered to spend money on a piece of dress for the coming company annual dinner. Since the theme is ‘ Around the World ‘, I will just wear a pair of jeans and a piece of T-shirt for the night. No big deal for me.

Holding such function in a public hall is not much of a hassle when it comes to dressing concern. Therefore, what I am about to wear is quite alright. The most important thing here is that to wear something rather than going stark naked.

Then, I am planning a Christmas dinner with my family. Yes, this is a must since Granny loves pizza so much.

Then comes the presents for some close friends and my family members. This brings me to the idea if Papa is ever going to spend Christmas with us this year. Maybe yes as I never heard of him going back to Sarawak.

All I Want for Christmas 2006

2006-11-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

Like every year, I shall never fail to make a list of Christmas wish list for myself. Not that every year I can get presents or something. Believe it or not, throughout my entire life, I just had one, single Christmas party of where I could exchange gifts with people. And that was last year.

This year, I really have no clue if I will be having another session of gift exchange. Maybe I would and maybe I would not.

But, these are the thing I really one…only if I could…

1.
A collection of DVDs of all six seasons for the TV series - CSI ( if not, at least a single season will make me a happy young lady! )

2. A Samsung or Aiwa DVD Player.
3. A new single bed for myself.

4. Josh Groban’s newest album ‘ Awake ‘ ( CD )
5. A new camera bag for my Olympus-SP500UZ
6. A year subscription of Digital Camera magazines ( Malaysia version )
7. 2 pairs of sexy heels from Vincci or Crocodile.
8. A collection of Nicholas Sparks’s books.
9. A new cupboard to store a massive collection of CDs and VCDs.

Damn expensive gifts, huh? Tell about it…

Obviously, the first 3 wishes are not going to come through. I will just need to fork out my own money to buy it!

P/S : The list might continues!

Wedding Dinner Part 2 ( Final )

2006-11-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

I had no idea os to why I felt so bored today. Most likely because I have completed my paperwork - mostly all of them. All left is some data-entry and then I am a free
woman. Thank god I bring with me my camera. I toyed around without any fear of being caught by my boss doing something unrelated to work.

This is a row of cabinets placed beside my station

As you can see, my place personal 'wall' is so cramped with pin-ups from some ladies magazines. I love this promotional leaflets. It is rich with colour and has some kind of attitute to it.

The bride handed me with a light yellow envelope containing a photo of me and the gang during her wedding dinner. Despite the yellowish background colour, I like the personal touch of photo being taken. I think...it was taken by Edward...or is it by somebody else? I have no clue.

Lastly, two remaining photos taken during the reception. One is on our table and one is - For the Album.

Wedding 2006 Part 1

2006-11-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Last week's Saturday - November 11th, 2006, me and the gang ( Cole, Electra, Joanne and Ms Lee ) attended a wedding. Sorry, but I am going to keep a mum on who's wedding it was.

And for this, it includes me of not having to be able to post some photos on the bride and groom I took during the dinner reception at Tai Thong Restaurant, Cheras. Well, I got to respect these pictures as they are exclusive for the bride.

Not unless, of course, I was permitted to post them. As for now, I shall only be able to post up some close-ups and the gang for remembrance.

The dinner was actually quite small and cosy enough for everyone to get to know each other and also doing some cathing ups. In my case here, it was a chance for the gang to introduce me to some potential boyfriends...(sigh)

Poor me...It's a long story and I will post this one up later...(sigh again).

NOTE : Wendy, I seriously warn you not to laugh, okay?

What you saw in under the love-shaped packaging was actually an angpow containing a voucher to San Francisco Steakhouse. It was the way both groom and bride thanking their guess for attending their wedding.

The yummy ingrediants on the main table

The Little Bro & A Kaboost TV

2006-11-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

My poor little brother has finally be able to enjoy his short one-day break from work. Ever since he took up the job as a customer service representative, I find him tired all the time. Even though he did not complained much about his tiredness, I know that he really wanted to dive into his beloved bed and snooze off.

Little Mike ( physically, he is no little. But, age wise, he is young – 18 ) is one heck of a young man. I can say that he is a very responsible young chap. Homey kind of guy with not much interest in travelling. Unlike his two elder sisters, me and Big Cat, he is quite hardworking and has high determination in whatever he does.

He was away from the retail store yesterday. He came home with what appeared to be a wrecked expression of the Mona Lisa. Except that he looked more lively with the fact that he could still move his long limbs and swinging his long arms around.

” So, how’s my little brother doing today at the promotion? Did any sales?
Any receipts issued? “ I asked him happily.

” Not so fantastic, since you’re asking me…,” he answered me gloomily.

” Now, what does that means? Ah! Let me guess…no pretty girls to feast your eyes on,
eh?”

” Exactly! “

For Christ sake, this little brother of mine has become someone whom I no longer know! Indeed, he is no longer a small boy I used to know. He is nearly a full-grown man. Has a thought of his own. Has his own vision. Seeing things in a way that sometimes scares me.

Then, within minutes to come, something unexpected happened to the coffee’s household. Our 24-year-old TV has lost it functionality.

” OMG! Our old TV has went KABOOST! “ my brother exclaimed.

” Great…just great…just what we need in the this dire time of ours. With no money in the pocket, how do you think we can buy a new TV? “ I said.

” I think I will need to buy one some time after this,”

” Do you have enough money??? “ Big Cat asked my bro.

” Sure. Or else I would not be telling you this! “

Thanks, bro! - for the coming new TV.

Random Photos of coffee81

2006-11-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

Leaning Alone at KLCC

Chilling Out at Secret Recipe, KLCC

Just Like A Child - Dental Visit

2006-11-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

The dentist whom I am going to pay a visit today, is going to have the time of his life checking and cleaning my teeth. I have not been to the dentist for years now. Like a small kid, I am afraid of the dentist. Let’s just say that my last visit was not a pleasant one.

I marked my calendar last Friday, dreading myself to this day, to have my teeth clean-up. I wonder what the dentist will ask me or even going to tell me once I had my mouth opened right in front of him.

Somewhere in the corner of my head, there is this little voice singing such an unpleasant song “ Scary Roslyn is going to the dentist, Scary Roslyn is going to the dentist…Bet she’ll have all her teeth pull out! “

As scary as it might be, I think I will have to brave myself with this as I have been given the benefit to either enjoy an RM100 worth of dental cost or optical cost.

As I enjoy myself with Jay Chou’s Simple Love, my heart beats faster, thinking about the evil smiling dentist armed with some scary tools as if ready to make me gone teeth-less. Worse still, he might probably want to butcher my mouth seeing all those upsetting teeth crying before him!

I would have opt for optical rather than dental. But, then again, after giving much thought, I think dental is much, much essential since I have seen some unfriendly looking stain in my teeth.

I may probably be getting myself a pair of cool glasses somewhere next year. My eyes are in no rush of getting dressed. But, I can be so sure that the power has increased. To what extend, I have no idea at all.

Maybe, I will save my breath and start telling you my gruesome visit to the dentist tomorrow. Meanwhile, do pray for my safety…I mean my teeth’s safety….

Spring Cleaning Session

2006-11-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

After months of abandoning my poor room which I shared with Big Cat for years now, I have come to terms that our room needs some serious spring cleaning.

There are spider-webs at every nook. I am disgusted with the look of our room. Even though Big Cat has nothing to complain about despite the fact that our room is too cluttered with books, CDs, clothes and little furniture.

To start the spring cleaning session, in a hassle-free kind of way, I made purchase of two pieces of bedsheets – one for me and one for Big Cat. We bought it at the morning market near our place. RM10 per piece; which is not expensive.

While I opted for something more blockish as the design, Big Cat went for something cute. She had chosen a bluish background bearing Tiger’s images covering her beloved bed. A complete opposite to mine.

Anyway, that was all I did last weekend. This weekend is a complete different story because I will be going for an open house session at an ex-collegue place. I maybe taking some pictures. At the same time, me and Big Cat will be collecting our new CPU ( our house’s one has broke down and went crazy every now and then ) before making our way to our ex-collegue’s place.

Apple-G the Snobby

2006-11-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

The funniest thing happened to me the day before yesterday. Funny in a sense that some people finds me too fierce. I may not be borned with a natural smiley face. Oh hell! Not that everyone is perfect. Duh! Of course, they do not know me. By the time they did, they would feel humiliated and cheated by their own perception on me.

Applies the same with this situation I am about to tell in seconds time.

Apple-G ( I shall call her Green-Apple. But, since I have a terrible memory in remembering people’s name, I will just call her Apple-G )…how am I to described her?

A sophisticated looking 5 ft tall with a hair length of shorter than mine, highlighted with light brown streaks and snobbish. A line of sentence that sums up almost everything about her.

You see, we have never really talked, say more than 2 sentences each time and I can unflatteringly say that we barely talk more than 5 times throughout her 3 years of service with the organization.

Not that I hate her to death. But, the fact that she always looks away when I smiled at her made me feel like I was a complete fool. It really annoys me. Not to mentioned that it felt more like an insult when she answered me with her tip of her nose when I asked a question ( yes, a question ) of whom should I consult since I need help.

In the end, I resorted to ignoring her without bothered to make any attempt of smiling to her.

Surprise…surprise…She could manage to pick up the determination and talked to me. Sadly, what came out from her mouth sounded more like an insult than simply popping out a casual question.

“ How come you never smile? “ she asked.

You know what? I could have f***** you off when you flashed me that snobbish look of yours. And now you dare to ask me such insulting question?! What is wrong with you?!?!?!

“ I’m like this one…,” was all I could answer.

Carved on her face was the most fake smile I had ever seen in any human being’s face.

“ Why? You don’t like smiling, is it? “ She asked again.

What the f***?! Can't she understand what I was trying to tell her? As though the look on my face was not good enough to deliver the message.

“ I’m like that one…,” I repeated my answer.

“ I seldom see you smile. You do not seem to like smiling, right? “ she said
again.

She was either playing dumb or someone must have put a curse on her so that she could summon enough courage to speak like this to me.

Two words for her – F*** OFF!

Donation to Nowhere

2006-10-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

You know what pisses me the most? I bet you have no idea at all. And I bet you will not believe what I was about to reveal here.

The story goes like this…

It was during one particular Saturday afternoon in Bukit Bintang, a place packed with a majority of teenagers and young adults, a place where fashion trends are set, a place where you can find all sort of food ranging from western to eastern, even the middle east’s. Fast food restaurants are no exception as well.

Having to have walked alone for a good 3 hours or so, I was too exhausted and hungry. Searching for a place to eat alone was not easy for me because I was so used to having Big Cat to suggest where and what to eat. And this was the day where I dreaded the most – eating alone.

So that I would not starved to death, this could have sounded to bizarre, or should I say starved until I faint, I decided on having McDonald’s instead. This is obviously the most simplest yet not-head-cracking decision to make and settled for a cool and neat place to eat.

I got myself a large set of Beef Foldover; with some fries and a large cup of Coke. The place was just next to Giordano, by the way. Settled myself at the first floor of the fast food restaurant.

I opted for the seat near to the wide glassy window where you can looked outside the street, seeing people passing by. I really do not mind eating alone sometimes. But, my only sole problem is that when it comes to eating and feeding your starving stomach, it somehow appeared to be a hassle. As ridiculous as this might sound, it is the truth – for my case.

And one thing I love most about eating near to a wide window is that I enjoy watching people of all walks of life walking pass me, minding their own business or so consume with their thoughts. The most fascinating factor other than watching these people is their fashion sense. What do you expect from Bukit Bintang? It is, as some say, a place for fashion setters and get noticed in a way...in this case here, you are entitled with your own thougts.

Anyway, by the time I had my Beef Foldover set with me and about to sit comfortably on my seat, there came this smartly dressed guy standing across my table. Surprise, surprise...how come I never see him walking to my place? Weird...

He flashed me with a broad smile, armed in his hands were some papers and a piece of laminated piece of paper of some kind and with some photographs on it. In that instant moment, I knew for sure what he was about to say or attempted to ask from me.
Donation.

It was not that I do not care for the poor or something. But, the fact that the papers has been publishing those news on people trying to cheat the public of getting donation for the poor, old folks home and so and so, it just so annoying and frustrating. I felt sorry for those who are voluntaring in helping these poor people. I mean they are being helpful and tries to help them sincerely, yet there were some irrresponsible crooks trying to take advantage on the public. This is unfair to both parties.

Therefore, many resorted to making donations through churches or by going to the places itself or organising some charitable events in order to raise money to help them out. The later may be a little troublesome, but it works and without double, the monies raised are channelled to the respective parties.

McD, on the other hand, can do something about these people by setting up notices that will eventually draw these irresponsible poeple away from their restaurant. In any case they were caught doing such activity again, maybe, the McD management could do something about it. I mean these people are coming in your place without the sole reason of dining. They are here to take advantage of some innocent diners. And this is really not the way to raise money for ‘ charities ‘.

Blueberry Cheese Tart

2006-10-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

For me, long holidays means nothing but food. Delicious ones with lots of cheese and sweet enough to sooth your mood. Seriously, I am not only fulfilling my past time here, but also some serious weight.

Maybe, by the end of this Deeparaya, I will be at least 3 kgs heavier. OMG!

Broke Because of the Movies

2006-10-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

I really do not have enough determination and initiative to post anything online lately. And for that, I find myself as if I was floating in the middle of a wide and lonely sea.

As much as I love watching movies, I think I will not be having that much money to spend on in the coming month. For the past couple of weeks time, for as long as a month, if I am getting this right, I think I have watched 3 movies.

Kristen Bell & Ian Somerhalder in PULSE

I have watched Pulse for the sake of having a glimpse of Ian Somerhalder and at the same time taking a small bet with Big Cat. She challenged me to watch a horror movie. And I eventually did. And while in the cinema, I found myself having a tough time watching those scary scenes. It was not a fantastic movie. But, at least it worked well on me by getting me all freaked out.

Colin Farrell & Jamie Foxx in Miami Vice

Then, I went for Miami Vice. Watching it was like watching Election. The only difference here is that there were some really nice places showed in the movie. My only complaint was that it has too many sex scenes…and of course, that is if you were watching the uncensored piece. Duh!

And then, I went for, of course, WTC the movie. And I think so far, this is the only movie that can make me breakdown in tears countless times. Jed had introduced me to Ladder 49, of which I have yet to watch. I will be as I have found myself the VCD.

John Travolta in Ladder 49

By then, maybe I would be crying another round.

WTC the Movie

2006-10-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

I wanted to watch WTC ( World Trade Center ) the movie, ever since the media announced online that there would be a movie in the making – remembering those brave heroes who put their lives in saving victims on that tragic day.

I salute to all those who was there to help and rescued 20 survivors from the crumbles. It was such a touching movie. I cried countless times. Even before the movie started, I armed myself with my handkerchief, knowing that I would breakdown in tears.

Watching the movie, seeing what went through by the people who was there to save lives, it was really, really touching. I have no other words, better than the word ‘ touching ‘ to describe the emotional thing that went through inside me.

Their family members went through hard times, not realising what their loved ones were facing or had been facing on that tragic day. Maybe, you should go and watch the movie to understand what I am trying to tell you here.

Remember to bring some tissues, just in case you need them...

P/S : You will understand what the movie’s tagline means once you saw the movie - The World Saw Evil That Day. Two Men Saw Something Else.

Soldier of Love - Pearl Jam

2006-10-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

I just came across this song which reflects love, humanism and peace. There has been so many war happening around the world. Too many people been suffering and this song delivers a message of which most people around the world dreamt of - LOVE.

SOLDIER OF LOVE

Written By : J. Cason, A. Moon
Album: No Boundaries - Benefit For The Kosovar Refugees
Release Date : 1999-06-15
Found On : Last Kiss Single, 1998 Christmas Single, No Boundaries - Benefit For The Kosovar Refugees

lay down your arms and surrender to me
oh lay down your arms and love me peacefully
use your arms for squeezing and pleasing the one that loves you so
oh there ain't no reason for you to declare war on the one who loves you so
so forget the other boys because my love is real
come off your battlefield

Lay down your arms and surrender to me.
Oh lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea.
Use your arms for squezing and pleasing the one that loves you so.
Oh there ain't no reason for you to declare war on the one who loves you so.
So forget the other boys because my love is real.
Come off your battlefield.
Lay down your arms and surrender to me.
Yea lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea.
Use your arms for squezing and please cuse that's the way it has to be.

The weapons you're using are hurting me bad.
But someday you're going to retreat.
Cause my love baby is the truest you've ever had.
A soldier of love that's hard to beat.
Lay down your arms and surrender to me.
Lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea.
Use your arms to hold me tight. Baby I don't wanna fight no more. (x2)
Oh baby, lay down your arms. (x7)
Please baby lay down your arms.

Lunch @ Chui Lok

2006-10-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

The gang went to Chui Lok, Sri Rampai for lunch yesterday, celebrating Wendy's birthday. We celebrate it earlier. And today is Wendy's real birthday. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOSS!

Chui Lok is actually a wonderful place to hang out. The place has a gym at the top floor. Below is a sports bar and at the ground floor is a pub and restaurant. During night time, there will be a group of performers to entertain the diners. The sad thing here is that, the performers are pro when it comes to performing Mandarin and Cantonese songs...

This is how the place looks like from the outside.

You can even dine outside the restaurant. But, better off not to dineoutside when the sun is shining bright...or maybe during rain...

The interior of the restaurant...

The sports bar situated at the 1st floor of the building...

The gym...what should I say about the gym...I never been to a gymto work out...so...I got nothing to comment about. According to the gang, the equipments are incomplete. So, what doI care about? I got no extra cash to spend on gym. Case close.

This is a banner placed at the stairway going to the firstfloor of the building...

I stand by with a pair of chopstick, a piece of tissue, spoon...

Lastly, these are the dishes...

Last, we had dessert!

coffee81 - Off for the Afternoon

2006-10-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

Image was taken by Big Cat for coffee81

I shall be on leave today for the entire afternoon. Not that I hate my job so much. But, I realised recently that my work meant nothing to me if I were not to pamper myself with some leisure every once in a while.

You might be thinking why taking only half of the day off when I could have taken the entire day. Well, basically I have some leftovers and I need to pick up the pieces.

Before I sign off for the day, guess where I will be in the afternoon ( apart from the fact that I shall be having my lunch as well, of course )? This is something for you to ponder.

The clue is in the image above. Tata!

P/S : Edited version can be viewed here

For more images, kindly visit Photocoffee. Enjoy!

A Sanctuary Above

2006-10-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

An image of a girl of which I made some Photoshop tricks on.

The outcome

The original piece

What do you think?

There For Me - Sarah Brightman & Josh Groban

2006-10-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

Sarah Brightman & Josh Groban
There For Me

Sarah:
There for me, every time I've been away
Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday
Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say
Will you be there for me?
Just think of you and me, we could never tow the line
It's such a mystery just to hear you say you're mine
And while you're close to me, so close to me
Just hold me

Josh:
When you're feeling cold and all the city streets are grey
Walking all alone and watching how the children play
Voices in the wind and faces from the past go dancing by
They're asking why

Sarah and Josh:
Will you be there for me, everytime I go away
Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday
Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say
Will you be there for me?

Sarah:
And while you're close to me, so close to me
Just hold me

Josh:
Can you really want me more than for a little while?
What are the stories hiding there behind your smile?
Wishes in a dream and figures in a world that I could share
And everywhere

Sarah and Josh:
Will you be there for me
Will there ever come a day when all the world can see
Things were meant to be that way
Will you be there for me?
Can you hear the people say
That you're just
There for me

Josh:
There for me

Sarah:
There for me

Ms Lee's Birthday & Mooncake Festival 2006

2006-10-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

Two things to share with you today.

*******************

This might sound a bit odd as I am so used to posting my thoughts in an organised way. But, today, I made it an exception, whereby things have to go like bullet-train.

First is, today is Ms Lee's birthday. Happy birthday to you, my friend. May you have a great year ahead! Sorry, I am no good when it comes to wishing people during their birthday. But, I will make it short, simple and straight to the point.

Second is that I am feeling extremely full today! That's pretty rare subject to share. The gang ( consist of Cole, Wendy, Ms Lee, Electra, Joanne and myself ) went to Hot Spring to have lunch.

We ordered 4 different dishes. Sorry, no photos taken because my memory card is still with my collegue. I might be having it back by next week. Keep my finger cross on this.

As we are celebrating the mooncake festival tonight, I would like to wish everyone ' Chung Chau Cheet Fai Lock '! So, so sorry for the inaccurancy of my cantonese pinyin. But, you know what I mean.

For this prosperous occasion, I here would like to present you some yummy mooncakes ( and it's packaging ) for you to feast your eyes on!

Saving Our Little Friend

2006-10-06T08:16:00.000+08:00

Big Cat took home a kitten last week. It was a Saturday afternoon and the weather was not promising, in a sense that it was dark, a sign that could only meant rain would start pouring down within minutes.

Before making the crucial decision of saving the tiny animal of which both of us love most, Big Cat dropped me a call from the ground floor of our apartment.

Big Cat : Eh! There’s a cute friend of our’s sitting below a plastic chair at
the guard house.

Me : Excuse me? Friend??? Where are you?

At this point, I was in the midst of shaking my old butt along with an old song I come to love quite some time – Foot Loose. Talking about being an old soul...

Obviously, I was drawned into the beat of the song and I was trying my personal effort in understanding ‘ our ‘ language. We refer all felines as our friend. Interesting, eh?

Big Cat : At the guard house of our apartment. Are you alright? What’s that
behind you? Music?

Me : What did you say?!

Apparently, I forgot to switch off the radio.

Me : Foot Loose.

Big Cat : Haih...( sigh )

Me : So, how big is the kitty?

Big Cat : As big as my palm. I scoop him up and that’s it. It’s that big. I think he’s sick.

Me : Is it? What about granny then?

Big Cat : I don’t know. That’s your
part. You’re going to answer her if we were to save him.

Me : Fine. Take
him up and see what we can do with him. Poor fella.

Big Cat : That’s the spirit!

The supposed-to-be-sick-kitten was so hyper the moment Big Cat brought him home. The frustrated Big Cat felt cheated seeing the brown-black kitten jumping around the house. Thank goodness I could buy some time for me to think about an excuse for bringing a cat home and explained it to granny.
The funny thing here is that I felt like a little kid all over again ( for bringing the kitten home )!

Surprising enough that granny was in a good mood and that she gave her nod for us to keep the kitten a night or two. We kept him for a night and let him go the next morning by leaving him at the ground floor of the apartment, in a box.

We felt awful, of course, for letting him go as we had a very bad feeling that something would bound to happen to him. But, what are we suppose to do when the developer does not allow residents to have any pets?

I am sorry little kitty…we got no choice…

Soaked & Sexy coffee

2006-10-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

I went out for lunch today with the gang. The weather’s been really bad – hazy for the past couple of days. Just when we were on our way there, with Cole driving us to Sri Rampai, rain started to pour.

I was all soaked up when I got to the stall for a plate of wantan mee. Joanne found me interesting, in some sort of a....how should I put this... ' sexy-cum-interesting ' kind of way – if this is the right term to use.

Joannne : You look sexy, Roslyn.

Me : Man, I hate it when I am all wet
for lunch. My shoes...( whined )

Joanne : I think you look sexy when
you’re wet.

Me, Joanne and Electra struggled to find ourselves a table. All packed and kind of stuffy, we stood in the middle of our-favourite-lunch-place with dreaded feelings building inside of us – fearing for the worst. Nothing could make your lunch worst than finding a good place to warm up your butt.

Believe me. When you are hungry and there was not a place to sit, this was not a pleasant situation to be in. Lucky us. The Lord above answered our prayers and there we were – a table for five of us. With rain waters making it’s way to the nearest drainage, and our feet were like rocks smacked right in the middle of this self-made rain water pathways - we felt blessed.

Me, on the other hand, apart from feeling blessed and all, I felt a little annoyed with the fact that I had to eat my bowl of wantan mee wearing the unpleasant ‘ sexy ‘ look and feel. I mean, what could I do about that? Nothing, right?

When I got back to the office, I walked back to my place with the quickest time, breaking my personal record in terms of walking speed concern, got myself changed from my stripy blouse replaced with my pink jacket. Thank goodness I have a spare piece of cloth to wear, or else I would ended up with flu.

P/S : I have given up reading Marian Keyes’s Lucy Sullivan is Getting Married. It just was not my type of book to read. Off I went to James Patterson’s Maximum Ride and Cecelia Ahern's P/S : I Love You - reading two books at the same time.

Revolutionize Thinking

2006-10-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

I think I am ready to blog again. The longest ever break I ever took from blogging. No, wait...let me see...I had not even take a break before this! Omigosh! I am such an avid blogger! While relaxing, getting my feet soaked with sweat ( those smelly feet...tell me about it ) because I was out of the house every weekends, catching some movies in the cinema, I discovered something precious about my life.

Fact No. 1
I got to have some break every now and then. For the sake of my working performance, I seriously need this. I had been sitting at the corner of the office doing nothing but facing lengthy e-mails and by the end of the day, I see birdies flying above my head.

Fact No. 2
Addicted to reading lately. Never knew how much I miss reading until I held up P/S : I love you lately. I think I shall hold on with the book until I finish Marian Keyes’s Lucy Sullivan is Getting Married.

Fact No. 3
I have borrowed my camera’s memory card to a friend, for her to snap some photos of Bangkok. Lucky her. She is spending her honeymoon there with her beloved husband.

Fact No. 4.
Nothing looks the way it was. In any case if you thinking what I am saying here, the thing is that, human is the ever unpredictable species when it comes to the term of changing.

Fact No. 5
Music these days are like torpedo to me. Or is it me who is getting older? Or is it that my soul is getting so weary until I lost track of the sense of time? Man....damn it...I think I am falling for Elvis without me ever realising it!

I think I will save my breath and energy for tomorrow’s post...

coffee81 Will Take A Big Break

2006-09-22T13:09:00.000+08:00

I have been blogging for about 2 years now. And never did I ever thought of taking a break from blogging and evaluate myself...or even rediscover myself.

As you can see, I have not been blogging for about 4 days now. I think I need a break. Seriously, I need a break. Without doubt as well, there might be a possibility that I might stop blogging and concerntrate on other things of which will benefit me more.

There could be a possibility that I might close down www.coffee81.blogspot.com and channel all my thoughts to an entirely new blog. Something different.

Me and Big Cat been talking about investing our time on something else. Something that both of us wanted to do sometime ago. Nothing serious has come up though.

But, for now, I will take a break. In any case if you feel like talking to me, I can be reach at roslyn.nelson@gmail.com

Cheers!

8tv Birthday Bash @ Sungai Wang

2006-09-18T08:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday, I while waiting for my friend, I managed to catch up with the 8tv's event at Sungai Wang. Obviously, this friend of mine was late! Yes, late! Again, as predicted. Or else I would not be able catching 8tv's bash. Here are some pics to share :-)

Got there between 1:20 p.m. to 1:30 p.m. ( Saturday, September 16th, 2006 ).

The crowd was warmed up by these two hosts.

You can see here that he was getting all soaked with sweat ( shiny forehead and neck ).

The female crew shooting the event.

She needs no intro. Familiar face of Go Travel. Petite and very sweet.

I think I do not need to introduce him.

Some of the equipments for the event. It was placed behind me.

The crew was busy snapping pics of the event. And I think she knew that I was taking her picture...

The cool granny who won the little contest - by imitating Jac Victor, while she's singing 'Gemilang'. She got loads of cheer from the crowd.

First runner-up of Project Superstar - Des.

Then joined by John ( the winner of Project Superstar ).

Singing together.

Crowd cheering for John.

Jac's performance.

Adam - 8tv's cruiser.

8tv booth.

Selling Jac's new album.

One in A Million shirt - on sale.

8tv merchandise on sale.

The stage.

The end.

RS Family Day 2006 Part 2

2006-09-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

More Family Day photos. Sorry for the late postings! Suppose to have it loaded in my Flickr account but...I have reached the maximum limit of 200 photos and now I got to pay if I want to load big images!!! Huhu...

Got anyone want to buy me a Flickr account?

They Think I Like H.I.M.

2006-09-14T08:07:00.000+08:00

There has been some misunderstanding going on after the Family Day. I really do not know if I have gotten myself in trouble or if I have made a complete fool of myself.

I just got the softcopy of all the photos and some short video footage for the entire event – in a CD. Brought it home and watched it as I got plenty of work to do in office while Wendy is away – mount climbing or maybe sunbathing, while feasting her eyes on some half-naked hunks running around the beautiful beach!

Anyway, everything got laid down on a piece of white sheet when I got to watch the short videos. I was like ” Omigosh! No wonder those finance department girls been giggling whenever they bumped into me or when the topic on Family Day been brought up”

You see, I had been taking pictures on this particular guy – a designer. And I do not know him at all – even his name. Not until I had been told a few days later, after the event. But, I took quite a lot of pictures on him because someone I know thinks he is quite good-looking.

Anyway, I will not betray her ( the person who requested me to take pictures of this designer ) by telling you who that person is because the world is a small, small place ( you know what I mean here ).

I forgot to delete his pictures in my camera and accidentally lend it to CK to view. Silly me. Of course, I did not think much because I was concentrating in perfecting my skills rather than aiming at particular people and snap those pictures.

The designer, to my surprise, is very photogenic. He looks completely different in person than in the pictures I took. Fabulous, fabulous pictures on him, I must admit. Besides some innocent pictures I took on children ( my personal favourite ) and pretty ladies ( who could probably spent hours in front of the mirror , beautifying themselves before making their grand entrance through the main gate of the company ).

Guess what? I was caught on video taking pictures of him. Now, how do you expect me to clear myself? I think there shall be no way for me at all to reclaim myself; letting those girls know that I really, really do not have the hots for this designer.

Oh God…please help me out on this!!! I have learnt my lesson and I learnt it well!

So Close...

2006-09-13T08:07:00.000+08:00

Something really weird happened to me last week. Something that can only happen in the movies or those ‘ soappy ‘ soap operas. All of the sudden, the images of The Bold and Beautiful began playing in my head. Call this a dream or some sudden playback you saw on TV. I will call this a bizarre skin-crawling episode of…whatever.

You see, if you’d read the post on Beautiful Lips, you will know who I am refering to. Yes, he is back again in this post. Seldom in my blogging format that I would be blogging about the things that had happened. But, this is completely something different and I think I will be regretting later on if I do not put this into words.

In my hand was a piece of cheque that needed clarification. Even though it got nothing to do with me, but, I thought there was no harm in helping a friend out with her work. Besides, it was much convenient for me to check things out for her than having her dropping by at our floor.

There I was, standing in front of a partition confronting CT ( not her real name ) about the cheque.

” Hey there, CT! Need your help with this piece of cheque. Got it from the finance department. Do you think you can check for me if this belongs to your department? “ I shot her with the question without even considering her status of ‘ busy-ness ‘.

” This might take a while, while I check this out for you,” informing me beforehand.

” No prob. I can wait. As long as this is clear, we’re the happiest people on earth. Ya know what I mean, right? “ I gave her a wink and for that she responded with a wink as well! Sporty CT.

While she checked things out for me, my standing posture was nothing different from the very first time I arrived at CT’s place. With the standing position of my butt sticking out the walkway, I sincerely think if there was anyone with a plump and round figurine, he or she could never passed me. Not unless, of course, I adjusted my big butt aside.

While maintaining this described posture, my eyes were fixed on the pile of papers that was place neatly on CT’s desk.. At the same time, I kept myself alert by seeing the walkway if there was anyone passing by. In case, there was, then I would have to ‘ adjust ‘ my butt somewhere else.

Indeed there was someone. And that someone was P. What a coincidence…You might be thinking that I was hoping this to happen, isn’t it? Boy, you are so, so wrong! As he walked pass behind me, I had this crawly feeling that he might probably stopped…stopped right behind me and asked me some questions of which I have no answers to.

” What you’re doing here, Roslyn? “ he asked. And guess what? He really stopped behind me to pop me the most common question that only exist in my list of questions ( Trust me one thing. He is no simple man when you talk to him ).

” Waiting CT to clarify a cheque,” I answered confidently.

I did not even bother to turn back and answer him, for fear that we might knocked each other down with our heads ( we are about the same height ), no thanks to the very-limited spaces available at the walkway.

The funny thing here was that, I am really not making things up, being romantic or what, but,…I think I could feel him breathing behind me when he posed me the question. You can say that I watch too many love movies or soap operas. The truth here is that, I sincerely could feel him breathing behind me!

I hurried back to my place once CT told me the cheque does not belong to her department. I pondered the aspect if,…only if…we suddenly…accidentally...Nah…this ain’t going to happen. Not in this lifetime! Silly me!

Lunch at Oldtown Is Like...

2006-09-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Wendy’s been working really hard for the past couple of months. The best we could do was to have a great lunch outside our office premise. Maybe by getting away from the office for a good one-hour time would do her some good. Besides, both of us wanted to buy some snacks ( of which she recommended to me about 2 weeks ago ).

And this post is meant to have been posted on Friday instead of today. Bloody me being too occupied with work had only last night to prepare this post. And all I did was just load pictures then copied and pasted this post. Easy cheesy work, huh? In my vocab, I will call it – super fast blogging. With this, I can save a hell lot of time and then concentrate on work for the rest of the day.

The usual suspects were Wendy ( she was doing the driving ), Ms Lee, Joanne and myself. Off we headed to JJ.

I suggested Oldtown for lunch. The place opened about a 1 to 2 months ago and we have yet to try it out. And I must say that we were completely disappointed with the quality of the food. Maybe because we were so pampered with varieties of food available at most places before this, we find it simply hard to satisfy our appetite.

Let’s just say that eating at Oldtown was like having dessert instead of having proper lunch, the way we usually do.

The weather is good
The kid sitting next to our table was making a fuss abouthis food
Oldtown's attraction is it's simple interior decor
The utensils placed at the main counter
Honey, salt, soya sauce and order form
We actually forgot to add the honey into the water.Even a glass of plain water cost you a great RM1.20
Xi Mut tea is actually those plain ' teh tarik '.Better off buying it at those mamak stall - cheaper.Damn sweet!
The ' ho funn ' could not satisfied my great appetite
Spoon & napkin
Going to melt...
Spreading it evenly
Hmmm...
Wendy concerntrating in spreading the butter on our toast
Honey
Huh?
I second your opinion, sister!
The counter

Then we bought some snacks as backup plan

Random Photos : coffee81 Chilling Out

2006-09-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

Let me teach you how to chilling out the coffee81 way!

Notice something about me when I eat ice-cream? My hair raised up...on its own.

Mi Musica

2006-09-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

I know…I know…I promised to post up more photos of the Family Day but nothing turned up. I was drowned with work yesterday and did not have the luxurious time to resize and touch up the photos I took.

In case if you are wondering why I posted up the lyrics for Mi Morena, I have nothing to hide but to tell you that this is the song that keeps me ‘ floating ‘…floating with my work in the office.

I find it extremely difficult to juggle the time I have to blog. Mind you, I was typing this post yesterday night while listening to LeeHom’s song of which I have no idea what it was all about. Nevertheless, I love his music and tempo. It least it works well with my mood and make it to the list of songs worth listening to.

Oh! Here’s Gavin DeGraw We Belong Together playing. A list of selected songs were picked by Big Cat; to keep her awake while she does her revision. Mi Morena is also in the list and that is a good sign.

In case if you are wondering what the song means, I shall find this one out by e-mailing a Brazillian friend of mine. I got a direct translation of Spanish to English from Babelfish saying that it means My Coloured Person. I suppose it means my Colourful Person or Lady. Something like that. On second thoughts, I think I had better stopped for elaborating any further or else I would sound really silly and looked like a complete fool.

I have always love Josh Groban. At times I find myself being really bizarre. I kept on switching from the 80’s to the 90’s and now, listening to all kinds of music. And there is never a time I find myself not getting any older, maturing in every aspect of my life. From the biggest thing like making crucial decisions to the tiniest ones like my music selection.

From boybands like Backstreet Boys and N’Sync to Celine Dion, Richard Marx and tenor Josh Groban, I think I have grown. As boring as I may sound, maybe this is what people will see in me.

Lately, I love being alone and with my close friends. When works got really crazy, I insert my favourite CD in the player and let it spin until each songs are played twice. I find solace in listening the music of my selection. At times, I felt like my mind was isolated from reality, been taken to another world. A world I made on my own.

Every line of the lyrics I kept it in my head. Amazing imaginations came pouring into my head, ranging from soapy love stories to breath-taking sceneries only can be found in The Never Ending Stories. So far, there is no mistake or little ‘ incident ‘ happen to my work. Only a couple of nerve-wrecking customers who had a really bad day and comtemplating of ruining mine when I was in a middle of a mad rush.

The rest, I must say that I am pretty okay. Nothing much to worry about.

Mi Morena - Josh Groban

2006-09-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

JOSH GROBAN
Mi Morena

And so my love
From my window I can see
A beautiful vision
And when the music plays
Your body rises like a bird of grace

Mi morena
I saw you dancing in the rain
Holy water
Shining like a silver flame
Come like a ghost
I will watch you dance alone
Mi morena
You're the light within my soul

And so my love
The way you're moving in your dress
To a nylon guitar
On wings of silk and lace
You lift upon the notes and slip away

Mi morena
I saw you dancing in the rain
Holy water
Shining like a silver flame
Come like a ghost
I will watch you dance alone
Mi morena
You're the light within my soul

Take this cross of feathers and bone
Take this heart I've carved in stone
In your name

Where the setting sun surrenders to the moon
Mi querida
I wait for you

[repeat chorus]

Mi morena
Hold your hands out to the night
Be my lover
I will fall into your eyes
Sweet fire of love
Fo you I'd steal the stars
`Cause I adore you
O my morena

RS Family Day 2006 Part 1

2006-09-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

I had managed to catch up with the exhaustion from Saturday’s Family Day at my company by taking my vitamin C I got from Helen the day before ( Nah…I was just kidding! ). I was meant to be one of the Orange Team Helpers; organizing and setting up the tents for the big day. It was about 7 years since the previous Family Day. So, you can say that it was quite a big event.

In the end, I pulled out because I find the restrictive area in photographing the event. What I need and look for were spaces to improve my photography skills. Indeed it was not easy to capture portraits because it was not my area of specialty at all. Besides, who would want to be there as early as 6 in the morning?! For Christ sake, I need my beauty sleep as much as I could get!

I think I got a hell lot of candid shots. Say about 100 over. I got there about 11:10 in the morning. The sky was so, so blue. I think I begin to love the sun even more these days. The blaring music coming from the field of our company premise was the mark of the event. Who ever the host was, I must say he got a ‘ pretty ‘ voice and tonnes of spirit in him for keeping the party going on till 3 in the afternoon.

I was hoping to meet some collegues whom has resigned from the company. Yes, there were some who showed up at the event. Too bad that I do not know them! I mean what can you expect? The company is so big and it is no surprise if you do not know one another. You may know their name. But, believe me, even if I could start up a conversation with any of them, I doubt if I could continue with the next phase of the conversation.

Anyway, I got tones of photos to share with you. Enjoy!

P/S : I will have photo of the day at the end of the Family Day series ( Yes! I will be posting it in series! )

This is the host that I had been talking about. He's pretty good.

I heard that some people were ' caught' just to blow all these ballons up for the big day. Poor fellas. Wonder who they were...Nevertheless, your efforts and sweats and not to forget - salivas -are greatly appreciated.

This was one of the game held for everyone to participate. Tied to the waist of each participant was a container with a ping pong ball in it. All you need to do was to do ' wiggy ' and have the ball to fall out from the container ( yes, there was a hole in each container ) and dropped it into another basket at the end of the line.

The lady in the green ' tudung ' was really one heck of a participant. Very, very ' bersemangat ', I must tell you!

First glance, you think they were the hot chicks for the Sepang Formula One race. Second glance, you will see sweat pouring down from their foreheads. Poor ladies... Still they looked good in orange.

Rachel was relunctant to have her pics taken. But, I took it anyway. Haha!

Nobody wants to play the game because the balls were nowhere to be seen. But, this boy, apparently wants to play. Poor child...

Thank You, Soph!

2006-09-02T10:24:00.000+08:00

I went to Viv's place on Thursday. Eversince she got back from UK, she looks like a changed person. At least, I know it's for the best! So, I am relieved. I am happy to know that my best buddy, Viv's elder sister - Soph had something for me as a present!

These are some pics taken by Viv while I unwrapped the gift from Soph...

Thanks very much for the cute teapot and cup! Love it!!!

Malaysia Is 49!

2006-09-02T10:04:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, August 31st, 2006, Malaysia celebrated its B-Day. When we think about our National Day, the first thing that come through our mind is the ever-so-famous word that was once used by our very first Prime Minister, Tunku Abdul Rahman to declare independence for our beloved country.

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!...are the ever so strong word that will bring us to many great achievements in years to come. Besides, the word ' Merdeka ', another object that will bring our thoughts together is our national flag - Jalur Gemilang.

Here are some photos taken while I was wondering around JJ. They organised a National Day Colouring Contest for kids...and the judges allowed the kids' family members to help them out.

Happy Birthday, Malaysia...

Beautiful Lips

2006-08-30T08:42:00.000+08:00

While the entire Malaysian household watching the biggest live telecast this year ( either Datin Siti Nurhaliza’s grand wedding or live interviews of Mawi and her ex-fiancee ), I, on the other hand, stayed loyal to my favourite TV series – CSI : Las Vegas.

Monday’s series was really something that looked forward to. How often do you see passion in Gil Grissom’s eye? If…only if I had internet access at home, I would probably download the latest series!

If you still remember, in the previous season, both Lady Heather and Gil had met during an investigation conducted in her ‘ wild ‘ premise. Similar situation happened to last night series. However, Lady Heather caught Grissom watching her lips ever since both of them met.

The embarrassed Detective Brass could not help but smiled to both of them.

“ You have beautiful lips…,” was all Grissom could say to Lady Heather.

That brings to the reason why I posted this post. You see, I was with Ms Lee in the pantry, fixing ourselves a cup of hot coffee and Milo. Believe me, you will need this little tea break for yourself to escape the business that is running crazy in the office.

Anyway, one conversation leaded to another, I somehow thought about the Grissom and Lady Heather romantic encounter. Coincidentally, a collegue of ours walked pass the pantry.

I will call him P. A young man somewhere between 27 to 29, I guess. Dressed ever so neatly to work and I think he loves wearing his soft pink and baby blue long-sleeved-buttoned-up shirt to the office.

First glance, you will probably think that he has a clean and good looking ( smacked forehead ) face to charm you. Some think he has the boy-next-door looks ( smacked forehead again – even harder than before ). But, to me, he is just an ordinary looking young man.

Okay…okay…I have high taste. So what? That is the brutal truth coming from me – coffee. For you to cut into coffee’s yummy-looking-hunk listing, you got to have those ‘ killing ‘ looks. I will take Christopher Gorham, Eric Szmanda and Ian Somerhalder as examples ( smiling evilly ).

What about P that I like the most is, like what Grissom ‘ complimented ‘ on Lady Heather, is actually the same. P has beautiful lips. No kidding. Maybe…maybe…whoever of my collegues who are reading this post, find it completely insane of me to compliment him, as much as I ‘ hate ‘ him, that is as much as I like his lips.

God, please protect me from humiliation and constant mild ‘ bullies ‘ from these evil lots. May my little prayer be answered and that they will have temporary memory of what they read in this post. Amen.

Yes, indeed I find his lips beautiful ( I hope this is an appropriate word to describe the beautifully structured lips he has ). The one thing I notice most about him is his naturally thin pinkish lips. Gosh, I hope I will not ended up like Grissom himself; seeing his lips ( only his lips ) while he talks to me in future.

I really do not want to be caught in such awkward situation that I can find no way of escaping! Somebody help me!!!

Lunch & Yogurt

2006-08-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

Today I went to Sri Rampai for lunch. I did not bring along my camera as I was afraid it might get wet because of the poor weather. It was not a pleasant time to go out for lunch, I must say. But, heck, we did not give it one damn hell and just charged for the door, the lift and lastly the gate.

Cole drove us to the stall. We are so used to eating in this stall and I think the lady boss of the Pan Mee stall remembers us all quite well. I mean, Setapak is not a big area afterall and it is no surprise if you know that someone easily. Getting to know another person is not as complicated as one might think.

Anyway, after having a very heavy lunch ( I had wantan mee ), I bought myself a Blueberry Yogurt as dessert. I think I need a hell lot of yogurt or must I say - zinc?

According to the book I read, which Bog Cat bought for me, I think I am lack of zinc as well ( apart from Vitamin C ). I meant to visit the company clinic just now. Somehow, Helen, the clinic's nurse was not around. So, I will be paying my dear Helen a visit tomorrow instead.

An Upsetting Stomach & Appetite

2006-08-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

I was not still feeling well the entire last week. And I have yet to recover. Although part of me are getting slightly better, my appetite on the other hand, has been getting poorer as the day goes by.

The first attack of my poor stomach came in last Thursday, if I am not mistaken. You see, I cannot even remember the exact date when I got sick. This proves to be quite serious.

Whatever I consumed had been upsetting to my stomach. There was a night where I could not even put myself to sleep. I rolled from one end of the bed to the other, rolled up like a piece of swiss roll, looked pretty from the outside but spoilt in the inside.

As I kept on rolling on my single bed, I had this crazy idea of my bed giving up on me and collapsed; to tired of holding on to my increasing weigh. Yes, my weigh has had ballooned up ever since I left school.

I am sort of cautious about my weigh now as I have seen some side effects of which I have never had before this. Big Cat bought a book the other day for me to read up. The book is called ‘ The Vitamin and Mineral Counter ‘ by Jody Vassallo.

Before this, especially when I was around 18 to 21, health issue is never really… an issue to me. I eat well ( although I cannot resist the beautifully decorated desserts lying in front of me ) and I had high metabolism. Honestly, I ate like a dinosaur. I can eat up to two bowls of rice with about 3 to 6 types of beautifully cooked dishes.

Now…( sigh ) all I can say is that I am no longer the person I was. I can only consume ½ bowl of rice a day with a maximum of 2 dishes for each meal. I will skip dessert if I have to as my stomach simply have no room for more healthy food ( fruits ).

I looked up in the book Big Cat bought for me and it looks like I may probably lack of Zinc ( which means I have to cut down on coffee consumption! Huhu! ) and last but no least, something the doctors have been telling me, I am so lack of Vitamin C.

I think I have to work on on getting my appetite back by getting proper counseling from the company panel doctors. That is the start of course. Then, I will have to work on my Vitamin C section as those countless flu I have been getting easily ( only this year alone is far too much for me to take ) is not doing me any good but, bad, bad day at work.. The sneezing and blowing hurts the most though.

P/S : You may think I am crazy for thinking so. But, I think I love the sneezing because I like hearing the loud Ahhhh....CHOOOO! coming out from me ( smiling evilly as I type this line )

Digital Fool

2006-08-25T15:10:00.001+08:00

Imagining yourself hiring two female staffs in your office. You are an executive of your department; making every crucial decisions available and taking full control of the office.

And you got these two young ladies of which you expect nothing but the best of their work. But, when you go on leave for a day...

Do you know what happened???

It is every superior's nightmare to hire us because we cannot stop playing with the camera and Photoshopping!

Hungry Ghost Festival's Fireworks

2006-08-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

In case if you discovered some really bad typo error in any of my previous post ( last week's ) you'd be ' glad ' to know that I was on sleepless night because of the Hungry Ghost Festival celebration.

For more images, please visit my Flickr account

Lunch at Egg House

2006-08-23T11:03:00.000+08:00

There were four of us went to Egg House, Jaya Jusco for lunch on Monday ( August 21st ). This post came in a bit since I was hooked up with piles of work in the office.

Joanne was driving her Kenari while Miss Lee busy sharing her short weekend holidays with us. Behind was Electra and myself; with Electra telling me some pretty ' interesting ' facts about a truly annoying neighbour of her's who trespassed her compound and hanged all her clothes at her place!

Nothing can be more fascinating than learning her side of the story...Haha! To me, it was like having appetizer before the main course of a meal!

I took out my cam and start snapping away

Believe it or not, you cannot afford to tell any naughty joketo this driver. Because if you do, then she might turn tothe wrong lane. And by then, we might need to go otherplace for lunch. I tried that once.

This is what we had for lunch

Instead of heading straight back to the office, we wentfor window shopping. Oops! Wendy's going to ' kill ' us!Information got leaked out!

What About Reading That Is So Funny?

2006-08-21T11:31:00.001+08:00

No wonder some people say that reading can make you think so many things. That is so, so true! You know something, my head starts getting pretty creative lately and I cannot get the hang of my ‘ creative ‘ head spinning like ‘ gasing ‘.

Believe it or not, I made some pretty scary discovery about myself. Scary in terms that I am such a boring person to be with. Boring in terms of being not happening enough. Boring in terms that I have not much initiative to kick my butt and go out there and snap some pics!

So, what else can you do in times like this? Pick up a book and start reading.

A week ago, I hitched this cabby back home. It was a very short distance ride. But, it was enoguh for both of us to share some philosophy of our own about reading. The cabby, in his middle 50s clad in a pair of dark coloured torn jeans ( talking about fashion, this guy is total HIP! ) and the usual white buttoned up shirt; told me his side of the story about his daughter.

“ You know what? It is funny to see my daughter picking up a book and read. She never read while she was in school, “ he told me.

“ Well, you got to be happy that she’s reading and not doing something bad outside the house. Reading isn’t bad..., “ I said.

“ Oh well...you do not know her like I do. Maybe you got to know her and educate her a little about the good thing about reading, “

“ I say...you are making it sound like reaading a crime of some kind, “

“ I am not. Maybe I will things little detailed to you. She’s working now. And when she was in school, she hates reading, “

“ Oh well, who said everyone likes reading, especially reading those textbooks and revision books. No one likes it. And I can say that it is perfectly normal for her to acted so, “

“ And you are telling me that you are categorised in that category? “

“ You are absolutely right, sir! “

He laughed loudly. For that I think I made him laughed like he had never did before I entered his cab.

“ I have never heard before someone telling me that he or she likes the school
syllabus, you know? Unless if he or she is totally insane, “ I continued.

“ Haha! That is so funny of you, young lady. Maybe you are right! “

“ I am. Believe me. I have never felt so sure about any subject in my life. But, this one, I can give you my word. No one, absolutely no one, in their right sense of mind will say “ God I love all subjects! “. He or she could be some kind of braniac or something you know.,”

“ Now, tell me, do you read now? “

“ Yes, I do...,”

An before I could explained it to him, he laughed heartily until it reached my destination. And guess what? I still cannot understand his sense of humour. Hmmm...

Wild Siamese

2006-08-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

For more of photos, please visit here. Enjoy!

Brutally Good Looking VCD Pedlars

2006-08-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

I was a lonely stranger last week, wondering around the busy city of KL. I needed to get away for a while and lose those worries I had with both work and life. There were too many things that clouded my thoughts and for once in my working life, I felt no guilty in spending my annual leave of a day doing nothing much than snapping some photos and catching up with some readings.

I was going back and forth between Central Market and Petaling Street; simply because I love both art and the buzziness of city lifestyle. Apart from that neither, I find VCD pedlars were brutally good looking ( yes, you are reading this right! ). My group of collegues find me pretty ‘ weird ‘ and sometimes took my words seriously. And did I ever tell you that at times I find it difficult to differenciate; whether I really find them good looking or not.

I was like For Christ sake I am not really considering them anything near like my ideal kind of guy; although there are some ( only some ) criterias I find interesting.

The first impression I had on VCD peddlars was that they have those manly kind of atmosphere surrounding them, each time I walked pass. Little shivers would be running down my spines as I find them ‘ dangerously ‘ walking passed me selling their goods. By then, I would like stoned to where I was standing.

Another interesting piece of fact is that these ‘ gentlemen ‘ will never fail to humor you; be it in a direct or indirect way. Direct way is when he a 20-something female snapping her SLR camera, taking photographs of the ever so noisy street in KL – Petaling Street as if it was her first time in KL.

“ Hello there...Your first time in KL? “

I was greeted by a young chap in his, maybe early 20s. Highlighted in blonde streak, he looked absolutely like what my father used to say – typical Chinese look. Do not ask me what it means as he never leak to me a single clue of what he truly saying. Whatever it is, I think it has to be something 50 percent decent and 50 percent ‘rugged’. And mind you, that definition can only be found in his vocab and not mine.

“ Errr...yes... “

I answered and I still cannot believe I lied to him. Why? Because I did no harm and I was just taking pictures of the lanterns and the greenish coloured plastic rooftops. As much as I wanted to snap photographs of the surroundings and its people walking along the path, he had, as a matter of fact made it difficult for me. I did not feel comfortable in having people looking or standing behind me, watch my every move and crafting my piece of masterpiece.

“ Where you’re from? “

“ I’m from...Kulim.... “

This was even bizarre! Me – lying – for the sake of – I do not know what. At this point, I was imagining myself being a secret spy, working for some spy agency, capturing photographs of VCD pedlars. Hmmm...I doubt I would be paid handsomely taking pictures of them.

“ So, how do you find KL so far? “

“ Crowded?... “

“ Oh,
well...you’ll get used to it soon. Are planning to stay? “

“ Hmmm...do not know yet, “

“ You look to me like you are a student. Are you? “

“ Urgh...yeah...I’m a student and .... “

Before I could continue, another ‘ typical Chinese looking “ guy interrupted our conversation. Looks to me like he was the boss. At least, he acted like one. Clad in a white t-shirt and a pair of acid-washed jeans, the guy was like in his late 20’s.

“ Locking yourself with some chicks, eh? “ he smiled at his friend.

“ No...I wasn’t. I was just curious seeing her taking pictures. I thought it was
good to... “ he answered sheepishly.

“ To hook up with some girls? Never mind...I know what you mean. Young men
nowadays have so many access in meeting potential girlfriends. Good for you, my
friend, “ still smiling.

“ I think I will have to go now. I got some other place to go too, “ I said to
both of them. It was indeed kind of awkward to be caught in a situation like
this; with two complete strangers.

“ Bye! “

Without much time to waste, I walked away as fast as I could heading towards Central Market for another round of photo snapping.

Sleep

2006-08-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

To me, having enough sleep is as important as consuming oxygen. When I was a kid, I can never understand why my granny used to say " Aiyoh...I cannot do this any more. I am TIRED! "

And in my little naive head was like " What is tired? How would feel being tired??? "

Being as naive as I used to ( and still am depending on which area you're discussing ), I popped granny a question of mine of which she thought I was being ridiculous. Even Papa thought he had himself a sligthly ' retarded ' child.

Poor girl... There is sure to be another one decade before she can get the answer she'd ever wanted...

And yes, I must always have my beauty sleeps during weekends. Big Cat used to call me a pig; lazy, sleepy and slow. But, could she ever blame me for that? No, because there was a point in my young adult life where I worked almost 11 hours daily and 6 days a week. So, that was why getting enough of sleeps are important.

And for this subject, I proudly present you a cat whom took my advice so seriously. I thought the plant would be a perfect bolster for him. Meowth!

Random Photo : Hard At Work

2006-08-16T07:50:00.000+08:00

A New Career Path

2006-08-16T07:34:00.000+08:00

After much time spent in gathering pieces of myself, I have finally come to term that working for people can do you no good but more and more self-belief deterioration. But, that is not something bad because when you have finally reach this point, your determination in succeed in whatever you want to do later will eventually come in handy.

I was lucky though, as my first job has given me what I had always dreamt of doing. I had the first hand knowledge of what’s processes involved in printing.

If you do not know me, I will be very happy to share with you something more of myself. I started off as a proof reader in one of a medium-small sized printing firm in Jalan Ipoh. That was about 6 years ago.

After a crazy 2 years working under watchful eyes of two hard-to-pleased directors as an administrative assistant, I ‘ spread ‘ my wings to another company ( a big organization as a matter of fact ) as a clerk cum receptionist.

To be frank, it was not something I wanted to do then. But, because the distance between the company and home was just about 10 minutes drive away, I just could not resist that fact that I could get home early and watched my favourite Chinese dramas.

It has been a great 4 years with the company and now I am a customer care representative for the company’s online store. I deal with customers from overseas and locals, from corporate to personal purchases, from standard to special orders and so forth.

Apart from that, I do some graphic designs for our company’s e-newsletter ( although most of the time my boss thinks my designs are too funky and impossibly hard to pass the ‘ market’s standard ‘ ).

I am online all time as I need to answer e-mails ( a bloody load of them – sometimes ); providing them with accurate information about the products that the company’s selling. And believe me, it is not easy dealing some really demanding customers ( I sweat my butt out pleasing them with my answers ).

I remember the first time I got scold by some bad-mood customer. It was kind of sickening at first knowing that you have been scolded for no apparent reason. The funny thing here is that, when the conversation ended, I find it humorous. Why? Because I made a fool of her stupidity in shooting some crazy questions.

As much as I like serving customers, that is how much I find them ridiculous. All my life, as a human being, never did I ever stepped over the border of being rude to sales people. You know why? Because I know some of them really tried their best in pleasing his or her customers. And for that, I really do not want to make them felt depressed the whole working day.

Unless if I know some are treating me rudely, I might scold them until their head’s blown off or something.

Now, with a total of 6 working years experience, I think really should be planning for my future and start investing on doing something I am passionate about. Yes, it is time…

Ask for More

2006-08-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

Indeed he did...

Never thought that someone as highly educated as my friend’s boss would e-mailed her something that not-so-encouraging. Sad, but true.

Believe me, I can completely understand those frustrating feelings with some blend of soft hatred building inside. No one is to blame but myself.

I should not be encouraging...or should I say pushed her at the first place in getting a major big sales. I thought it was the brightest thing to do and say to her.

Least did I know that she actually knows that this would not lead to anywhere but a complete waste of time and not to mention making one’s selling iniciative to disappear within seconds.

Now that I know what she is actually facing, I feel a bit guilty of suggesting something stupid to her. I should have listen to her at the first place, trusting her ability of judging her boss.

Me and my big mouth...

So, to ‘ amend ‘ the situation, I lend her my ears and try my best in giving her the most realistic opinion.

What is my opinion? Easy cheesy – retaliate.

One thing that a boss always has in mind is that, they will never know the existence of a word in the dictionary. And that word is ENOUGH.

The Red Indians of My Stomach

2006-08-10T07:57:00.000+08:00

I was meant to have lunch approximately 12:30 noon yesterday. No thanks to a fussy customer who spoiled everything for me.

Yes, I was pissed. Having dozens of ‘ Red Indians ‘ doing it’s ‘ ritual ‘ dance inside my poor old stomach, I had to braved through the entire almost-30-minutes of tele-conversation with him for a purchase of less than RM100.

Put it in whatever way you want and say anything you want to say about my way of dealing with customers. I will have no qualms for I only knew I was damn hungry and I need FOOD!

Here is how the conversation went :-

Me : Hello. Good afternoon. This is Roslyn and how may I help you?

C : Hello. Can I speak with Y ( my collegue )?

Me : I’m sorry sir. But, she’s on medical leave. How may I help you?

C : I want to make an online purchase. But, your website does seem to be user-friendly to me. How can I go through with this purchase of mine?

Me : Can I have your name, sir?

C : My name is X.

Me : Have you made your purchase with us before this?

C : Yes. As a matter of fact, I just made one recently with Y.

Me : Can I have your e-mail address, sir?

C : Can you tell me why you want my e-mail address? What does it
got to do with the order I am about to make?

At this point, he did not sound friendly at all. Pissed, I suppose. But, I’d
still continue with my most natural and neutral tone as I speak with him over the phone.

Me : I need it to locate your details in our system, sir.

C : Okay. Fine. My e-mail address is XXX.

Me : Thank you, sir. Now may I know what purchase would you want to make, sir?

The conversation continued and continued and continued until I could no longer felt the ‘ dances ‘ made by my stomach’s ‘ Red Indians ‘. It just disappeared just like that. Before I knew it, there was this sharp pain hit my stomach.

It was sharp. Like someone poke me with a knife. Shit! My gastrics! No, this cannot be! Maybe it was just me…Me and my silly imaginations…

I returned call to Ms Lee who called me numerous time while I was on the phone with the fussy customer.

Me : You call? What’s up? Just got off of the phone with the
Terrible customer.

Ms Lee : Want me to buy you lunch?

Me : Huh? Yeah. That’ll be good. Thanks.

Ms Lee : Nothing much left.

Me : As long as it’s not spicy food, I shall be alright with it.

Ms Lee : Okay. Will bring it up for you.

Me : Thanks again! Appreciate that.

Ms Lee : No sweat at all.

For this, I have learnt a lesson. Always to keep some snacks in your office in case such situation happens again. Forget about the Personal Action that might be taken against you. Pity your poor stomach and love him or her more like you love your life.

Blue Blue Sky

2006-08-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

I have always like the sky. For it’s colour...for it’s movement...for the warm, beautiful and undescriable feelings I have each time I look at it.

Yesterday was no exception.

It was about 5:20 p.m. and I was standing at a bus stop, heading home. The weather was exceptionally warm. I was sweating profusely. My white tee was soaking with sweats and I could feel that it was just the matter of time when traces of my bra would be visible to the public ( pheeeeeweeet! ). By that moment, I might probably draw some unwanted attentions.

And this is most certainly something I will not like or enjoy having.

To keep my thoughts away from this crazy idea of mine, I placed my thoughts back to the sky. I was actually studying the beautifully formed clouds, held maybe thousands and million miles above me while walking myself out from the compound of my office.

What a beauty... I thought to myself.

So blue...so beautiful...so...so...so...is there another better word to sum up all the feelings I have now? Shit! I should really learn up some new words. I smacked my forehead so hard and I could feel that almost 40% of my ‘ smartness ‘ been taken away, a result of major concussion.

My stupidity has caused me my ‘ smartness ‘.

Tagboard Off...Almost Got Killed

2006-08-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

To be honest, I think taking off my tagboard will not cause much of a hassle to everyone who had been corresponding with me. I can see that some of you have been enjoying your visits here by commenting on my posts; of which I am very grateful of.

I know how much isolated I am now without my tagboard. But, it’s just the matter of time for me getting used to it. Splashmilk had been trying to talk me out of taking my tagboard off. But, of course, to no avail ( it’s obvious ).

Ever since I got my camera, I do not spend much quality time in blogging like I used to. I really do not intend to turn my blog into some kind of photoblog. That is because I already have one recently.

I will be updating it as often as I can.

I tried blaming it on the weatherman. But, can I? That would not make up to it, isn’t it? Apparently, it is going to be the silliest reason if I were to blame it on the weather.

There were too many things playing in my poor head. Far too disturbing and depressing to be put into words. It ain’t over until my granny calls it’s quit. To cut the story short, I am having some rough time being at home.

The only time I feel free and be myself is when I am at work, wondering around the busiest city in Malaysia without knowing where to go. Did I ever reveal to you before that I had once walked around the heart of KL without having a single clue of where to go? That is embarrassing.

I remembered once that I almost got knocked down by a car while trying to cross the street. I was not looking carefully while crossing. And there was this silver-coloured Waja which was drive by a male. For a moment in my life, I thought I was going to die on the spot. My heart stopped beating and perspiring – nonstop.

He managed to hit the brake in time. Eventually, I got scolded for being so clumsy.

And do you know what is the moral of the post? Do not cross the street when your head is so ‘ poluted ‘ with problems.

I learnt that moral well and from now onwards, I will definitely not cross street with my head a sack full of troubles. As a matter of fact, I will just put it all behind me and face it when I feel there is a necessity!

The Lake House

2006-08-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

If I were to compare A Walk in the Clouds with The Lake House, I must say that Keanu Reeves has improved a lot in his acting skills in romantic movies. I am not saying this because he has those killing good looks, but, as a fussy moviegoer.

Although the ending of the story is predictable, ever since from the beginning, especially watching Kate ran to Alex’s rescue during an accident in the plaza, still I find the movie worth watching.

Alex Wyler, a frustrated architect met Dr. Kate Forster 2 years before, while Kate was still a med student. The thing is, they forgot that Alex was the reason of why Kate broke-up with Morgan at the first place. As they always say, fate brought two lovebirds together.

Somehow, the breath taking scenery and beautifully built and restored glassy house by the lake pulled them together; testing their true love for each other.

Kate’s first letter to Alex, where she had it dated 2006, came in some sort of a little surprise to Alex who was living in the year 2004 – exactly 2 years behind Kate’s, at first thought it was some kind of mistake. It turned out that it was not, after much persuasion by Kate’s effort in showing to him that she was for real.

So much of obstacles that both lovers had to go through when they finally decided to meet. The last almost cost Alex’s life. Thanks to Kate and Morgan’s visit to the building company of which both Alex and his younger brother built together ( by that time, Alex was dead in the accident ). Or else, you will be watching a sad ending rather than a happy one.

In this movie, you can expect loads of ‘ mushy ‘ scenes; warm and soothing. It is, by the way, a love story. Worth watching because if you have watched both actors before in Speed; you know they work well together.

The background was so beautiful. Seeing it on the silver screen might make you think you were there, in the lake house. With such beautiful lake lying naked right in front of you, all those cluttered thoughts you had in your head might be way behind you by then.

And for Kate, she is one lucky lady. Maybe you can consider saying goodbye to Chicago and stay at the lake house forever with Alex?

Link : www.thelakehousemovie.warnerbros.com

When coffee Meets Ivan

2006-08-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got to meet Ivan, the man himself. I think Jen and him are the only bloggers whom I ever got to talk a lot with ( in person ), so far. But, I do look forward in meeting and talk more the rest of you ( you know who you are ).

The real coffee is who you met ( Ivan and Jen may probably know, I think??? ). I am more talkative in person. Sorry, Ivan for ‘ torturing ‘ you last Saturday…I hope you do not feel regret in meeting me!

The meeting took place in KLCC’s Coffee Bean, approximately 11:50 a.m. I came with Big Cat because both of us wanted to watch The Lake House so much. Actually, we are quite a Keanu Reeves fan. So, how can we possibly miss this one out?

coffee at Coffee Bean

Ivan told me that he was going to bring along a friend; a couple days before the meeting. Unfortunately, he could not make it. And when I asked him who that friend he wanted to bring along, I was kind of surprised. Shaz, the man, whom I got to know for quite a long time during my xFresh years.

If I am not mistaken, I think I have known Shaz for nearly 2 years? Correct me if I am wrong. I am bad with both numbers and facts ( even names ).

Both Ivan and I talked quite a lot if topics, if you asked me. From blogging to photography. We even exchanged, holding each other’s camera! I discovered some really interesting and inspiring facts about some bloggers whom I do not have the chance to know them better ( yeah, you bet! I know what you did last summer ).

But, overall, it is an interesting way to inspire yourself in getting better in whatever you do. In case if you guys are wondering why there was not any pictures taken during our meeting, yes, I think I completely forgot to snap Ivan’s picture. Silly me.

Yet, Big Cat had all the time in the world to take these pictures of me; yapping nonstop during the meeting. All I took on Saturday were pictures of a cat I saw right in front a clinic ( while on my way to meet Ivan ), my Belgian Chocolate Ice-Blended and Big Cat’s White Chocolate Ice-Blended.

I felt sorry for Ivan for not being able to buy himself a ticket for the movie though. Or else, we could have watched it together. So, I thought of finding a great book on digital photography since Ivan asked me if there is any good book where he can improve his skills.

You should get this handbook, Ivan

Good thing that I dropped by at Kinokuniya after the movie to find a great handbook. It is really affordable. At RM32.95, you can get almost every single fact a beginner should know about digital photography. From buying a suitable camera to making money from the shots you have taken, it has almost everything. Maybe you would want to buy this book?

Cold Doggie

2006-08-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

Eating at Nando's, Sogo

2006-08-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

Sogo shopping centre has been busy for as long as I can remember. Strategically situated in the heart of Kuala Lumpur. As a kid, my granny used to bring me for window shopping, showing me around and tell me abut certain products.

Nowadays, Sogo is well-known for its often-sale period. You can get really good things ranging from household items to clothings. And in any case if you have problem in buying shoes, this place can be an answer to all your fashion and size anxiety ( Ampang Point and Mid Valley's closest competitor ).

Playing peek-a-boo with my camera! I love the first shot better as it's sharp. Nothing really fascinating though. But, as long as the colour is sharp, I am a happy amateur photographer.

The lighting was kind of dim. But, the business was running really good. By the time Big Cat, Su Mei and me got there, there was only two tables left. Both of which were for 4 people in a table. considered we were lucky. Thanks to me who suggested to take our place first while waiting for Ling Ling.

Ah! The menu had a captivating sentence to it. Just read the first sentence and you will know what I mean.

While waiting for the rest of the food to be served, I took some time in experimenting with my camera.

The opening menu was eat-all-you-can ginger bread with mushroom soup. My personal favourite.

The spoon and knife was all set to ' work '.

Spending My Sunday July 30th, 2006

2006-07-31T16:31:00.000+08:00

I was out for the entire weekends. Saturday, helping my friend to pack and move to a new place. Tiring but, fun at the same time.

Yesterday, went out with Su Mei, Ling Ling and Big Cat for lunch at Nando's ( Sogo ).

Before that, we dropped by at Central Market to check out some new stuffs on craft ( Big Cat is a big fan of accessories ). In the end, we dropped by at numerous places, shopping heavily. But, my shopping starts at Petaling Street while her's started at Central Market.

This is Malaysia's flag; we call it Jalur Gemilang and is named by our previous Prime Minister - Tun Dr. Mahathir

Bangunan Dayabumi...

The craft bazaar with a new look - Central Market

Going up to the 2nd floor - maybe not

Oldtown

A very significant trademark placed outside Oldtown

But, the photos on the food comes in only tomorrow!

Random Photos

2006-07-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

Stare

Bluish

Fainted

Dreams vs Expectations

2006-07-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

Today, I was asked by someone about my future planning. Yes, something that everyone has in mind – of their own future. The question is that, how many of us seriously or daring enough to reach that goal of ours’.

I do not want to talk about other people’s but, my own. In case if you want to know, I have a lot of in mind. A whole lot of it that I am unwilling to give in even one step to reach it.

As a sentimental and take-an-easy kind of person, I barely see the importance of achieving something great say for example fame or fortune. I told Yen about this when she asked my yesterday evening.

“ You know what? I really do give much thought about my future lately. Even
before you asked me about it,” I told her.

” You’re the career
type of person. I know that,” she responded.

” I may think so
about 5 years back. But, now…I think it’s a whole different story,”

” Is it? Then…what kind of person are you? Business thinking kind of
person? It has to be it! “

” Ah-hah! You’re wrong again! I am
not. Not even an inch near to what you say. At least, that is what I
think…,”

She looked at me with a puzzled look.

” Care to
tell me then? “

” I love having things as simple as possible. As
much as I love the buzz of the city, that’s how much I love simplicity. I would
love running a little business of my own. Maybe something got to do with
streetwears and graphic. Either one. Dunno…”

” You’re not going
to further your studies? “

” Maybe not. After working for so many
years…7 years, nearly…I don’t think so. But, I would love to study some graphic
softwares for the love of it,”

” About the idea you told me the other
day, you should think about it seriously. You’ll never know you’ll get famous
someday,”

” I am not looking for fame. But, I’ll take it as a
credit. Certainly not something I want because people always has high
expectation when you’re at certain level. You know what I mean? “

” Yeah. Hundred percent. High expectation, huh?”

”
Yup. I’d hope for something less stressful and enjoy each and every moment of my
life with something I am passionate about. But, that’ll take time. Not going to
happen any time soon though,”

” I truly admire your spirit,”

” Guess what? We’re admirers’ of each other’s spirit! And for that, I
think we’re equal. Your spirit in continuing your studies is really something,”

And for that I thought, when is mine going to happen.

Chicken Rice

2006-07-27T13:23:00.000+08:00

Today, I did not go out for lunch. I just do not think that anyone would want to go anywhere. So, we decided to have lunch in cafeteria. The food are not bad. At least, I have some great appetite today...

The thing about chicken rice that I love most is the spring onions. They make great toppings and quite crunchy ( if you ate it raw ). And the other thing I love about today's lunch is that the chicken was not oily.

Chicken rice...the chicken looked good, huh?

I gave today's lunch a thumb-up!