Your Presence Is Much Felt...
I find it really hard to believe about certain things that went through my head now.
First and foremost is that I felt complete happy about how my day started today. It was definitely a face which I looked forward to see in the morning. Drinking my cuppa was like drinking a cup of extremely sweet caramel. Or should I say, it was like eating a bar of sweet Mars. Maybe not. Maybe it is much better than no words can ever describe.
The warmness he delivered with his casual conversation made ma feel like I was in heaven. As I was busy reading the newspaper, there he was walking to me with a grin on it’s face, joining the table. I could not afford to stare at him as I find his presence intimidating in some sort of a weird way.
Even if the conversation started with slight teases, I find it simply comforting. It had been days since I last saw his face. One thing for sure is that I need this kind of cheering up as things does not turn out good for me for the past couple of weeks.
I was exhausted; both physically and mentally. I realized that people around me are treating me in a way that I sometimes think I do not deserve. But, who am I to query such injustice?
Labels: personal
If You See Him/If You Her - Reba Mcentire & Brrok Dunn
Artist: Reba McEntire
Song: If You See Him/If You Her (Brooks & Dunn & Reba)
Album: If You See HimIf you see him
Tell him I wish him well
How am I doing?
Well, sometimes is hard to tell
I still miss him more than ever
But please dont say a word
If you see him
If you see him
If you see her
Tell her I'm doing fine
And if you want to
Say that I think of her from time to time
Ask her if she ever wonders
Where we both went wrong
If you see her
If you see her
I still want her
I still need him so
I dont know why we let each other go
If you see her
Tell her the lights still on for her
Nothing's changed
Deep down the fire still burns for him
And even if it takes forever say I'll still be here
If you see him
If you see her
If you see him
If you see her
Labels: lyrics
He Who Loves Me...Always...Forever
I should have talked to Giggly before this. If it was not for her, I would probably be hating myself so much until I ended up crying.
I felt very depressed for the past couple of weeks. And I know perfectly well why I felt this way. There had been so many unhappy things happened which I felt like the whole world came crashing down on me.
I heard a lot of things which I could not really understand why people would like to make a big deal out of it. I used to be so tough in whatever I decided on and did.
But, when there were this group of people who thought they knew everything about me, started to make a fuss about my life, things started to get tough. These people has a very different way of leading their own lives...very different than mine.
The words I heard and were said to me, in hopes that I would lead a life like their's, were very strange and at times, I felt very disgusting. I wanted so bad to shout at them, to tell them that I have my own life to lead on and I prefer to keep it the way I want for as long as I want.
I hate the fact that they wanted to change me and my life into their's where life itself is about how many things you own. yes, the value of life is measured by the materials you have and not the knowledge and experiences one went through.
Just do not get me wrong, saying that I am a very highly experienced human being. The fact is I am not... I have a long road ahead of me which I need to walk on my own guided by Him who loves me dearly...endlessly.
I know that the principles I held on so strongly sometimes have it's flaw. I will make it perfect from time to time with experiences I need to go through.
Giggly had me do some deep thinking about the uniqueness of each individual. Even if there is someone out there who condemns me, cursing me with his or her words, I think it does not really matter now. His or her words means nothing to me than the Lord above whom gave His everything to free me. His or her words can never brings me down so easily, for I know He will eventually loves...forever...
Labels: life, spiritual
Crafts by Leng Leng
My friend has this passion for crafts. Lately, she has come up with some really interesting designs which she very much want to make it public. Below are some OF her works. These masterpieces can be treated as keychains as well as mobile phone accessories depending on your creativity.
Prices range from RM5 to RM7 per piece depending on size of beads and complexity of designs.
Should you wish to make purchase of these pieces, you can contact me via email at
roslyn.nelson@gmail.com
Will get back to you the soonest!
DOG (BIG)- 4.0 cm (head to tail) x 2.5 cm (W)DOG (SMALL)- 2.5 cm (head to tail) x 1.7 cm (W)
DAIRY COW - 3.2 cm (L) x 2.3 cm (W)
CHERRY - 4.2 cm (H) x 2.3 cm (D)
ROOSTER - 2.3 cm (H) x 2.4 cm (D)
FATHER FROG - 3.2 cm (H) x 1.9 cm (D)SON FROG - 2.4 cm (H) x 1.1 cm (D)
HELLO KITTY - 3.4 cm (H) x 2.4 cm (D)
NEMO - 3.5 cm (L) x 2.5 cm (W)
BALLERINA- 6.0 cm (H)Labels: accessories, crafts, keychains
I Heart MALAYSIA
We, as Malaysians are so lucky. So lucky in so many ways that I find it really a blessing to be where I am today.
We are blessed with a beautiful land, so green and a sky that is ever so sunny ( all year long ). And some occasional rains to cool the air.
Multi cultural. That is why we have a variety of food to taste. Beautiful costumes from all races for us to promote to the world.
I suppose the photo above says it all. Caught these two kids at Hot Spring area, at a stall where we me and some friends were, having our breakfast. They were really adorable. I find them very interesting sharing their breakfast with one another. And the best thing about this scene is that the Indian boy spoke excellent Mandarin!
By the way, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA! I love you!
Labels: life, thoughts
Doing the Karen Cheng...( but, I am not Karen Cheng )
Black or White? - It is like Doing The Karen ChengI think I am a super duper fussy shopper when it comes to shopping for clothes. I kind of think I have this very mature taste on clothes which both Big Cat and Sophie thinks so too. Today I went for another session of shopping with Sophie. It was my second shopping spree with her after 3 weeks or so. And I must admit that today’s shopping spree was far too tiring for us and Big Cat ( she tagged along too ).
My favourite brand to date has to be Nichii. I find it so easy for me to shop for clothes which caters to my unbalanced figure. I have this almost-C-cup sized breast ( it happened to grow one size bigger when I put on weighs ) and a very wide waistline – 32. So, one can imagine how weird my figure is.
But, I learned to accept the fact that I am very human and have flaws which I seriously need to improve. And there are no other better way than to watch what I am eating daily ( with the appropriate amount ) and also exercise whenever I am free.
I tried on between 7 to 10 pieces of dress and the result was pretty much depressing. It happened that the ones I love most were the ones that did not suit me well, while the ones that came least into my mind were the ones that suited me best! (Sigh)
Man…what the heck is going on around here?! In the end I bought nothing as it was a really though choice. The wedding dinner is getting near and I still have not made up my mind of what to wear. This is not my first time attending such function. But, I would very much like to wear something different and nice as I do not want to disappoint my best friend.
Oh yeah! Talking about being so tired after the shopping spree, I went straight to buy some badminton rackets as well as some shuttlecocks for some serious exercise. And then, went straight to Vern’s apartment for an hour long of shuttlecock-chasing session. I think my jogging sessions are not much of help as I find myself really unfit!
Need to exercise more! Yes! I really need to! Have to jog more! Jog as much as I can! Love to lose those unwanted fats!!!
Labels: life
